-sandra

konbanwa!

2008-03-25T22:29:00.003+08:00

hello hello!
its been two months since i've blogged here! oh gosh. i really miss this blog. i need to upload all my photos too! i think no one reads this blog anymore also. ha.

I NEED TO WRITE MY NYAA REPORT!!!
where to find the time to type 10k words?! ggxx. >.<

so anyways, you can thank my inspiration to blog, this friend シy i just made recently. his blog's pretty cool. heh.

ive been a total no-lifer recently. gosh. work really really sucks. everyday go there, work like some dog for the better half of the day, then go home. ): CANT WAIT TILL 16MAY! and 30MAY! and 2JUNE! (last day of work, tp, canada respectively.)

but that's the weekdays. WEEKENDS ARE <333!

there's driving on saturdays and sundays! which i totally love.
then there's either mahjong or hanging out with friends. and cant forget SUPPER-ING! and drinking (;
have caught up with shane, fb and domi this past few weeks. all my favourite people! (missing derek though. he's really mia-ed. =[ ) next up is to catch up with michael! ahhh! i miss michael and editing his essays. STUPID ARMY! make all my friends unaccessable. =\\ BUT botak guys are hot. XD

is my awy! make the star queue.

OK IM BORED.
if you know my new blog, you can go there. tomorrow. ha!

THREE DAYS TO THE WEEKEND! <3

resolutions

2008-01-01T22:52:00.001+08:00

resolutions for 2008:

1. no eating of rice.
2. go to japan, canada, usa and australia.
3. be more tactful.
4. lose 3kg.
5. save money.

thats about it.
have a good 2008!

prom, mj and eagles

2007-12-09T00:00:00.001+08:00

im lazy to blog.
so here's the link:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/21644496@N07
it should work.
WAHAHAHA.

side note

2007-10-20T13:43:00.001+08:00

something really really funny.

Dumbledore is GAY!

so totally in your face. lol. i like.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071020/ap_on_en_ot/books_harry_potter

sleep problems

2007-10-20T13:17:00.000+08:00

ok. this is a double post. if you know i my other blog exists, you can read that. if not, here's what i wrote that i wanted to share. SO YOU KNOW I REALLY HAVE A SLEEP PROBLEM. lol.

ok. so i was doing some research on insomnia and sleep problems. all the stuff i'm going to quote here is from wikipedia.

first, insomnia is generally 'a sleeping disorder characterized by the inability to fall asleep and/or the inability to remain asleep for a reasonable amount of time.'

this doesnt apply to me, cause once i fall asleep, im able to sleep for long periods of time comfortable (usually).

but its obvious i have some sort of sleep disorder, which is why i'm totally awake and active at 3am in the morning. my brain functioning well enough for me to actually want to study. there's always some part of me which insists that i need to sleep. which would result in me tossing and turning for hours on end. luckily i only have 3 morning papers for the A's. would have to sleep early then, so my chinese medication would come in handy.

upon further research, i found out about this sleep disorder which i feel really fits my situation. its called 'Delayed Sleep Phrase Syndrome (DSPS)'.

"Also known as delayed sleep-phase disorder or as circadian rhythm sleep disorder delayed sleep-phase type (DSPT), is a chronic disorder of sleep timing. People with DSPS tend to fall asleep at very late times, and also have difficulty waking up in the morning.

Often, people with the disorder report that they cannot sleep until early morning, but they fall asleep at about the same time every "night", no matter what time they go to bed. Unless they have another sleep disorder such as sleep apnea in addition to DSPS, patients can sleep well, and have a normal need for sleep. Therefore, they find it very difficult to wake up in time for a typical school or work day if they have only slept for a few hours. However, they sleep soundly, wake up spontaneously, and do not feel sleepy again until their next "night" if they are allowed to follow their own late schedule, e.g. sleeping from 4 a.m. to noon.

The syndrome usually develops in early childhood or adolescence, and sometimes disappears in adolescence or early adulthood. It can be to a greater or lesser degree treatable, but cannot be cured."

so totally me. when im in bed at two, i toss and turn for hours. when im in bed at four, i fall asleep almost immediately.

"According to the International Classification of Sleep Disorders (ICSD), the key characteristics of DSPS are:
1. Sleep-onset and wake times that are intractably later than desired
2. Actual sleep-onset times at nearly the same daily clock hour
3. Little or no reported difficulty in maintaining sleep once sleep has begun
4. Extreme difficulty awakening at the desired time in the morning
5. A relatively severe to absolute inability to advance the sleep phase to earlier hours by enforcing conventional sleep and wake times."

point one. i want to be able to fall asleep earlier! and wake up earlier. [o]
two. i can fall asleep at the same time everyday. just that its like 4am. [o]
three. able to sleep comfortably when i fall alseep. [o]
four. setting an alarm at 10am is useless, cause i'll just fall back asleep and wake up at the same time i usually do, 1.15pm. but i can wake up for school and church totally fine. just would feel extreme sleepiness the whole day. like now. [o]
five. trying to fall asleep earlier is pretty torturous cause my brain is totally active, and i have anxiety issues when i cannot fall asleep, which sort of makes it worse. [o]
All five points apply.

"The following features of DSPS distinguish it from other sleep disorders:
1. People with DSPS have at least a normal - and often much greater than normal - ability to sleep during the morning, and sometimes in the afternoon as well. In contrast, those with chronic insomnia do not find it much easier to sleep during the morning than at night.
2. People with DSPS fall asleep at more or less the same time every night, and sleep comes quite rapidly if the person goes to bed near the time he or she usually falls asleep. Young children with DSPS resist going to bed before they are sleepy, but the bedtime struggles disappear if they are allowed to stay up until the time they usually fall asleep.
3. DSPS patients can sleep well and regularly when they can follow their own sleep schedule, e.g. on weekends and during vacations.
4. DSPS is a chronic condition. A diagnosis of DSPS is generally not given unless symptoms have been present for at least a month. "

totally applies. this problem has been going on for years. like since sec3 or sec4.

"Attempting to force oneself through 9–5 life with DSPS has been compared to constantly living with 6 hours of jet lag. Often, sufferers manage only a few hours sleep a night during the working week, then compensate by sleeping until the afternoon on weekends. Sleeping in on weekends, and/or taking long naps during the day, gives people with the disorder relief from daytime sleepiness but also perpetuates the late sleep phase.

People with DSPS tend to be extreme night owls. They feel most alert and say they function best and are most creative in the evening and at night. DSPS patients cannot simply force themselves to sleep early. They may toss and turn for hours in bed, and sometimes not sleep at all, before reporting to work or school."

"DSPS is a disorder of the body's timing system - the biological clock. Individuals with DSPS might have an unusually long circadian cycle, or might have a reduced response to the re-setting effect of light on the body clock.

People with normal circadian systems can generally fall asleep quickly at night if they slept too little the night before. Falling asleep earlier will in turn automatically advance their circadian clocks. In contrast, people with DSPS are unable to fall asleep before their usual sleep time, even if they are sleep-deprived. Research has shown that sleep deprivation does not reset the circadian clock of DSPS patients, as it does with normal people."

"Lack of public awareness of the disorder contributes to the difficulties experienced by DSPS patients, who are commonly stereotyped as undisciplined or lazy. Parents may be chastised for not giving their children acceptable sleep patterns, and schools rarely tolerate chronically late, absent, or sleepy students and fail to see them as having a chronic illness.

By the time DSPS sufferers receive an accurate diagnosis, they often have been misdiagnosed or labelled as lazy and incompetent workers or students for years."

"With treatment, some people with DSPS can sleep and function well with the early sleep schedule. Stimulant drugs (including caffeine) to keep the person awake during the day may not be necessary. A chief difficulty of treating DSPS is in maintaining an earlier schedule after it has been established. Inevitable events of normal life, such as staying up late for a celebration or having to stay in bed with an illness, tend to reset the person's sleeping schedule to late times again."

"Experienced clinicians acknowledge that DSPS is extremely difficult to treat."

"Some people with the disorder are unable to adapt to earlier sleeping times, even after many years of treatment. Sleep researchers have proposed that the existence of untreatable cases of DSPS be formally recognized as a "sleep-wake schedule disorder disability".

'Patients suffering from SWSD disability should be encouraged to accept the fact that they suffer from a permanent disability, and that their quality of life can only be improved if they are willing to undergo rehabilitation. It is imperative that physicians recognize the medical condition of SWSD disability in their patients and bring it to the notice of the public institutions responsible for vocational and social rehabilitation.'

Rehabilitation for DSPS patients includes acceptance of the condition, and choosing a career that allows late sleeping times. In a few schools and universities, students with DSPS have been able to arrange to take exams at times when their concentration is good."

yea. i totally wish i was diagnosed with this problem two years ago. wont have gotten into so much trouble with my teachers. ):

there was this link to a sleepiness test. http://www.stanford.edu/~dement/epworth.html
try it. i got 12 points.

this sleep thing is a problem.
im sort of panicking. eeks!!
anyone have any advice???????
stupid A levels.
if you had taken the time to read the whole thing, thank you. (:
x-posted.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Delayed_sleep_phase_syndrome

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2007-10-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

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birthdays and more.

2007-10-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

I graduated from CJC today.
And in two years, this is the first time I can say, it feels like a weight off my shoulders.
SANDRA IS OVERJOYED!!!!!!
no more cjc. (sings)
But I will miss being able to see my classmates<33 everyday, the occasional glimpse of 'alien', brandon and cheepng's antics, sheer's SUPERSTAR being, my favourite teacher's lessons, having conversations with random friends (some of whom i might not see again for a long time), ribena being so easily available, and a few more here and there.
I heard some semi-stunning/but-not-so-stunning news this morning before school started. dont know how true la. lol.
t23 is really an amazing class. there's some serious attitude problem. but in the end, everyone has really contributed to the class as a whole. and it makes me glad to have been a part of the class. AND I OWE BRANDON TEN BUCKS ZOMG -dies.

and prom's at SWISSOTEL!!! =D

anyways. on to some other stuff.
havnt blogged in like 4363468347598732985723985 years. ok i have, just not here. been active in some online communities also. (sandra go study you slacker!!!!!)

dont really feel like saying more here. its become kind of awkward. heh.
so pictures!
lets start from the oldest.

BRIAN'S BIRTHDAY!

We had steamboat/hotplate for dinner! yum!

Jess and I camwhoring. hee~

Family photo!

My brother's 16 now~ =D

MY BIRTHDAY!

EIGHTEEN! whee~~!

cheesecake (which i didnt really like cause was far too gelat. hilton cheesecake is still the most imba can.)

cut cake!

Family photo. (:

NAT'S BIRTHDAY!

All those who attended nat's surprise party at hardrock! was super fun!! (look at shane pimping zomg!)

glasses for alcohol. hee~

L-R: jo, me, nat, reena, tiff, pam, mon. even after having graduated from sec4 for two years, we're still together! <3333

acting cute! 1-10. hee~

the band that was playing. the lead could sing really well.

nat and her favourite color.

us again, with shaneaicx.

nat got saboed by our cute waitress!!

she had to lick a dick+balls shaped whipcream trail up to the bartender's croutch and drink the shot. NAT ROCKS!

happy eighteenth birthday nattie poo!

JOYCE'S FIRST HOLY COMMUNION!

only one photo. but she looks cute! (:

CJC GRADUATION DAY 2007

class poster. see sheer! haha. click to see the bigger pic and read the comments brandon wrote! lolololxzxzzxzxzx.

a picture youliang drew. so cool la. its of the whole class plus our teachers.

the photo we're going to print and give the teachers. (: and its the last classphoto. we're missing north korea.

kelvin lim actually bought something for the class!! present presentation to yvonne ms HTC!

Sheryl, DC

me!~ loanshark. hahahaha.

ashely, rubbishsweeper. =X

sikai, phys rep.

grad ceremony. (:

Yeap. thats about it. hope this long entry makes up for the past month/s of not blogging. haha.

if you're from 2t23, you can download the .zip file of the photos in full size, including those i didnt put up, and some random video sheer took. lol.
http://www.mediafire.com/?11ugzo14ndy

birthday

2007-09-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

<333

pictures

2007-07-24T20:06:00.001+08:00

pictures are self explainatory.
racial harmony day:

gym comps:
pictures with others. i only have videos, which are a bitch to upload to youtube. =P

pamela's birthday:

dinner:
pictures in the other comp. =P

ho hum

2007-07-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

dont expect anything but sporadical updates for the next 121 days. (thats when A's end. if you're interested, A's is in 99days.)

since blogger is fucked up and doesnt allow me to upload photos. blame them.

something for you to do, anyway.

Create your own Friend Test here

new post.

2007-07-09T23:46:00.001+08:00

its 11.45pm, and i havnt studied for the stupid econs test tmr.
i havnt updated for ages, no apology, cause ive simply no mood to do so.

but check out this link, its damn funny.
youtube video

jaa ne bye!

2007-06-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

so, brian's confirmation on 23june.
dinner on 23june at korean restaurent at novena sq2.
jess's birthday on 25june.

young brian has become an adult catholic!

during the sec4's dedication songs. thats deb up in the choir loft.

sandra, jessica, brian.

marie, deb, vincent, me.
<333!

jessica, sandra

we tried that mirror shot thing, but it didnt work out and we didnt have time to try again.

meimei de bdae. the cake damn cute right! plus veh prettie. =D

cereal killer. lol.

exams. killed. me.
dont remind me. ):

anyway. 6days more of holiday! whee~!
translates to:
more spamming of kosuke kubozuka's dramas and movies.
shopping.
piano.
and fun!

=P to those who have school!

LIFE IS GOOD WITH CHOCOLATE CAKE. lots of it.

2007-06-14T22:24:00.001+08:00

the night nat left for slovakia.
reena, jo, mon, me, annmarie, nat, tiff.
we're only missing pamela and ky.

cruise!

2007-06-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

less words, more pictures, makes things easier for sandra! haha. pictures from my holiday. excuse all the excessive camwhoring. enjoy!

lunch at the buffet. i hate buffets. it always makes you eat more than usual.
(clockwise starting from me, jess, brian, lee mama.)

on the 12th deck, at the side of the ship
(L-R: jess, me, joyce, mum, brian.)

at the bella vista western restaurent for dinner on the first day.
(L-R: brian, jess.)

(L-R: brian, jess, joyce, me)

jessica camwhoring.

secret short of brian!

my turn to camwhore.

they had a mahjong room!

mum and dad.

sideway pic of my pretty mummy.

emo shot at lunch in penang.

rojak

mummy and brian eating some sort of noodles filled with taogay (yucks!)

or-lua.

fruit juice and penang char kway tiao with alot of taogay.

ice kachang! the icecream was damn nice.

me, leemama, jess. in the cab. i like this picture!

jess and i on the boat back to the ship, seating in the prime view seat!

the cruise ship. pretty huge.

they had performances by the crew. and they had four guys acting as transvesites.

in phuket, thailand. the whole she-bang.

random shot in the shopping centre.

dad and his beef noodle lunch.

authentic fried thai noodles. with prawns. which was like 45baht. (with exchange rate of 22baht to 1sgd.) good and cheap food makes one a happy person.

at dinner. joyce, me, jess.

brian's new shirt.

jess and i on the gala dinner night.

jess, brian, and i. brian cannot take a picture without his eyes closed. =X

me, dad, jess.
btw, the gala dinner was a total sham.

finally, on the last day. MAHJONG! i had damn nice cards for a few rounds. heehee~

ok, i need to study. someone give me motivation!
(and someone stop this dizzyness!)

sorry

2007-06-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates.
holiday time = nothing much happening.

Going over the seas tomorrow.
back on wednesday. expect an update sometime then.

im still selling the 3/4 jeans. anyone interested?

Goodbye, see you soon.
here's something for your entertainment:

(this should entertain you for an hour plus. =D )

(btw, i think paris hilton should not need to go back to jail. like its standard for them to serve 10% of the sentence. and just because she's paris, the judge is making her serve 100%. nobody died, so whats the big deal? the earth is dying, and all everyone can talk about is paris. lol.)

johns bday

2007-05-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

brother's birthday celebration/dinner.
seems we have alot of this in my house eh.
good roast beef. my favourite! one of, anyway.

pictures.

jess and i

whole family

god family

brian looks so happy. wahahaha.

me looking semi emo. lol.

church camp

2007-05-30T02:01:00.001+08:00

ok. church camp!
was a much bigger group this year. abit of logistics problems here and there, but all worked out fine in the end. think all of them had fun. yea.
lost my voice in the process though.
rest of the photos are in my flickr acct, the last badge at the side column. (:

FOR SALE

2007-05-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

im selling these 3/4 jeans at $25 (thats how much i bought them for) cause it too small. -.- fits my sis but she doesnt want them cause she thinks she looks fat in them. it'll fit a levi's size 25/26. brand new with tags!

interested or have a question, just leave a comment or tag or drop me a email (freakinstoner@hotmail.com)
either meetup or postage(additional $1.50 for stamps)

thanks! (((:

sports carnival.

2007-05-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

so totally fun.
t23 thrashed in softball, basketball and captain's ball.
didnt conceed a match at all!
could have won champion class if we took part in the track events, but ohwells. we know we dominate! =D

some photos:
(all the photos taken today can be found at my flickr page, link is at the sidebar, the last photo badge labeled t23sportscarnival.)

T23 class shirt

Basketball champions! sikai with the ball.

Captain's ball champions!

softball champions! prop's to the junior class! yvonne at the bat!

yvonne, johnson, trent, zhenhao, carolyn

T23 PWOOSH! games champions!

2t23 glory! [we're missing sheer in these photos. )):]

our 'scary' geog teacher!! haha.

me, nat and tiff! <333!

my pretty pretty new shoes! =D

and the 12kg worth of baking stuff i went to buy for the class cip. almost died trying to carry it can. haha.

all pictures, no words. i is tired and lazy to type. heehee.

and to QINGQING, the poor boy who loved raleigh until he got injured,
please take care and dont learn from me ok! hurry get well asap so we can go tanning and eat cookies and donuts and get fat. =D

i want!

2007-05-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

i want this:

WISHLIST

tanning!

2007-05-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

SO! today was funness!

woke up super early. like 7.30am. didnt sleep well at all. couldnt fall asleep, then awoken by a sms, and later my sister's alarm clock. ): i need to deal with this stupid sleeping problem of mine.
talked to gillian for awhile! so exciting. i so totally cant wait for her to come la!!! still two months and abit away though. ohwells. time will past fast! =D
took a cab down to novena for service. then headed to a veh veh veh ulu part of singapore to go tanning with qingqing! but only had time to tan for like 45mins. sigh. got abit darker only. i want a tan like jessica's!! ahaha. but nvm, its a comfort that qing will become white veh fast! =P
left qingqing's place around 11.40. cabbed down to mertius mandarin for my dental appt. yay! my braces can come off soon!! i can hardly wait!! been doing dental work for far too long. close to half my life. [dont ask.] so will be a great relief to be approaching the end of all this dental work. haha.
headed to far east. looked for a bag for qing's bro, then went to eat chicken rice! yay! i like! =D went back to buy the bag that we saw. and sth funny happened.

qingqing: do you accept nets?
saleslady 1: no. you siao ah!?

hahahaha! i was trying damn hard to control my laughter la! cause the saleslady1 was talking to saleslady2, while saleslady2 replied qingqing with a yes. sounded damn funny though. the min we walked out i was laughing damn hard. ahaha.
strolled around more. went over to pacific plaza. the mambo shop turn into a DKNY. booo. )): i liked that mambo shop alot la!! sighs. then went mango, zara, topman, fleshimp, nokia, esprit, ninewest, gap. saw lots of stuff i liked! but didnt want to spend on.
walked around sommore. met up with jo! =DDD i <333 her many many but she dun love me anymore. ))))': rahh. lime flea market. where i bought a damn cute coin purse!!!

see!! so cute right? like me! ahaha. =X
anyw, went to far east flora to buy flowers. big yellow sunflowers! very cheery. then novena sq to pick up the shirts. walked around abit. then headed back home.

where im stoning now. damn tired. think will go sleep soon. >.< tmr still got church early in the morning. who has meetings at 9am when everyone is half asleep!?!??

oh yea, and i said i'll say this.
qingqing is very nice! =D

alrights.
I WANT THAT FOURTY TWO DOLLAR SIGG BOTTLE PLEASE KTHX.

2007-05-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.
blogger [blooger? booger?] is fucked up! the formatting and layout was odd last week, and this week nothing has reverted to normal. [accd to qing speak,] BOOOO! thats why i love my lj blog. ahaha.
this week has been uneventful. except the weird science-fic type of dreams ive been having. totally w-t-f. eyers. well, i cant wait for tomorrow!! know why?! you remember me bemoaning about needing a tan, IM GETTING ONE TOMORROW! whee~! i just hope it doesnt rain and its super sunny! =DD
sleepy. there was econs remedial today. which like i started stoning 10mins into the lesson because some guy was playing the piano and he played this song i want to learn but dont know the name of so cant find the score. it got stuck in my head and i spent the remaining 45mins thinking of that song.
went out for dinner last night! my dad's birthday! he's an old man. senior citizen alrd! haha. it was a good dinner, albiet very expensive. there was stuff like cheese lobster, sharks fin [WHICH I REFUSE TO EAT BECAUSE I DO NOT SUPPORT THE INHUMANE KILLING OF SHARKS! TAKE A STAND AGAINSTS SHARKS FIN! BOYCOTT!!], etcetc. and cake! it was a brownie cheesecake. goodstuff, i'd say. now you understand why im getting fat, right? eeks!

the whole family!

the god family!

yeaps. okay more tomorrow on my tanning session. =D

sigh

2007-05-05T16:50:00.000+08:00

after wanting to blog, but went to compile a vocab list instead, i dont feel like blogging le. damn sian please. list of cheem words from rjc essays. the first essay already take me 1hr to compile and edit. wth.

so sian.
and so sleepie.
even my meimei go sleep le.
maybe i should go make my jelly. then tmr can eat yum yum!

like got no mood to blog at blogspot le. the format here sucks %^$#.

went to print the shirts today. kinda ex la. twenty bucks a piece. but we only printing six. rahh. and now shuping wants to back out wtf? so then how sial. anybody want a shirt that says 100% GYMNAST at the front? =DDD

im so hungry. my lunch was brunch. and so i didn have proper food. RAHHH. veh sadness because i was damn hungry last night but didnt eat. damn hungry this morning, but didnt eat enough. damn hungry now, but got no food. zomg. im obsessed with food. ))): self control!!

shall continue to mug geepee and geog. and shall start mugging econs soon. cause there's hell alot and i have no idea whats going on in econs la. rahh.

who is sunshine?

23 (:

2007-04-28T15:24:00.000+08:00

signs you've been cursed with the number 23
1. you are in the class 23. [YES! 2t23 roxors!]
2. you have a orange jersey with the number 23 printed on it. [x]
3. the first four digits of your handphone adds up to 23. [x]
4. you have a brother who is currently 23. [x]
5. you have remedials for 2+3 subjects. [x]
6. you have an unknown feeling of admiration for michael jordan when he was in chicago bulls team. [x]
7. same goes for david beckham in LA Galaxy. [Beckham is damn hoy please.]
8. you only have eyes for the numbers 2 and 3 on your keyboard and number pad. [x]
9. you watched the movie with your classmates who are in class 23. [x]
10. you shout the number 23 super loud during countings for push ups, sit ups, etc. [x]
11. you know 23 is the 9th prime number. [i didn knw that. . ]
12. you know the avogadro's number in science is 6.0221357x10^23. [same as above]
13. all numbers and letters somehow add up to 23 one way or the other. [huh. seriously?]
14. you know W is the 23 letter of this alphabet. The symbol for that letter is two points down and three points up. [lol retarded!!]
15. your sex cells has 23 choromosomes.
16. you have 23 joints in your arm.
17. it take 23 seconds for blood to circulate through your body.
18. your brother owns a nissan car. and ni is 2 while san is 3 in jap. [x]
19. you have a red super tiny jersey with the number printed 23. [YESS ZOMG!!!! hahaha]
20. you sleep at around 2300hours. [yeps]
21. you know 9/11/2001 adds up to 23. [MY BIRTHDAY ROXORS ALSO!]
22. you spent like 23 minutes crapping up the signs of the curse of the number 23. [x]
23. you feel like doing your homework when you reach the 23rd point. [X NO DEFINATELY NO!]

IM SO BORED LA!
copied that from yvone's blog. added some personal comments. haha!

gotta go get ready now. feeling damn sian dun feel like going out. but cannot pangseh! >.<
rahh. byebye.

please??

2007-04-24T17:15:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS DRESS!
anyone want to sponsor me £28?

[and btw, still dont have all the photos frm gym comp so cant blog. and nothing much happened this weekend. yeap.]

except my sister winning a GOLD for her high jump and BREAKING A 24YEAR RECORD on saturday, and we went out for a good dinner with fantastic steak + dessert. =D

skeletons

2007-04-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

I WILL BLOG ABOUT GYM COMP AFTER I GOTS THE PHOTOS AIGHT!
so wait for that. most prolly by sunday. (:

so anyw. i shall tell you about thursday.
since i ended school at 4. and got no training. and got tuition at 7.30. it meant that i'd have to spend 3.5hours stoning!
[oh btw, please excuse the poor grammer!!]
so! my friend was very nice and invited me to join him. so after the badminton lecture [eh, i think it was pretty good lei. i feel inspired to go play badminton. the teacher may be like monotonous, but he knows what he's talking about. and i respect that!] met him and his friend at the busstop. [ZOMG THEY ARE HOW SKINNY AND I AM HOW FAT. ))))))))))':]
went to tp where one person bought food. cabbed down to PA to watch the match. pretty interesting. the team we were supporting won 13-7! so not too bad la, i guess. haha. didnt realise that neighbourhood sch was so good. lol.
left after that. headed back to tp for dinner. this time with him and KLIONG KLIONG KLIONG. some dude who is SO SKINNY ZOMG and looks like a skeleton. haha. [can you believe it, they actually call him KLIONG KLIONG KLIONG and he RESPONDS to it!! lol.]

thats about it.
watch this space!

funness

2007-04-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

today was a pretty long day. but! i had fun! (:

woke up early in the morning. far far far too early for a saturday morning. headed down to school with mum for ptm. brandon was before us, and kelvin talked for a damn long time. like 25mins?!?! so after waiting so long, finally got talked about infront of my face. budden wasnt anything that bad. only 10mins of blahs.
went for novena after then headed down for training. FINALLY MASTERED BACK SOMMER!!!! i am so happy please! but cannot connect to halfturn sitdrop yet. ):
the ij gym shirt is damn nice!!! shall try and ask all the ex-ij gymnasts if they want to order then can go make. hee~
left sji at three. headed back to cj to take a bath. got a lift from ryan[chubby!]'s mum. =D started raining. crossed the overhead bridge. then when walking down the stairs, realised that zomg! the whole floor would be muddy. yucks. my feet got dirty. )):
went to far east flora. the boys were damn funny la. everything also quite blur. we were like all freezing in the cold room. gosh. the flowers were all damn nice laa! but we only bought the boring normal type. =X
went to cathay after that. caught sunshine. ITS A DAMN STUPID MOVIE! please dont waste your time and watch it. actually, the first hour or so was pretty good. but the last 30mins was damn stupid and spoiled the whole movie. zZz.
walked to ps in the rain after that. carrefour, where nat and sam ran off damn fast. -.-;;; so qh and i took our time. and i found cheap and nice oranges! so bought some since mama's been craving them. haha. (:
sam left. so we went to eat dinner at ajisen ramen. while waiting for the food to come, tried to show qh and nat how to wrap the flowers up. the flowers not enough volume, so wasnt all that nice luh. ate soft shell crab! yummy! ((:
wanted to go starhub to check out my phone, budden i saw some vj people then i thought of jo! so i called her and asked her where she was and turns out she was just one lvl above me! so went to meet her. brian was there too. in a pink shirt. gosh!
I <333 JO!!
hee~! headed home after that. like 15 buses came and went and still didnt have my bus. damn fed up already, so flagged a cab home. so much more convenient and so much faster.

guess thats about it.

was watching bleach yesterday! woots~! damn nice la the show! the next episode will be even nicer. and the new opening song is coolios. no more rolling star. dont know what the title of the new song is.

my mum keeps scaring me about tyroids and all. and alot of the symptons she say, i have. gosh. >.< i hope i dont have!!!

i think i sprained my right foot fifth toe today. it was already in bad shape cause of thurs trng, but today just made it worse! ): its like blue-black and swollen and pain and etc. sighs.

i still need a tan. and someone keeps boasting about the swimming pool that he's gonna be tanning by tmr. gosh. make me jealous only. ):

damn sleepy!!! i need sleep!!!!!
OK BYE.
sorry for the lousy post.
btw, i might be moving my blog over to lj soon. once i can find it in me to let go of this place. >.<

have a good day.

2007-04-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

"yuu know he's one of us when he takes a milo from the fridge himself"
-Gab

fun saturday

2007-04-08T13:07:00.000+08:00

well, i had some fun yesterday.
went for sushi lunch with ron, belloc, greggy and qinghuang. was pretty fun. ate hell alot. and they kept saying im fat and what not. )): AND THERE WAS NO SOFT SHELL CRAB WTF?!?!? )): ohwells. ate till i was pretty happy, so its pretty alright, i guess.
walked over to heeren from paradiz after that. bought the earsticks for jess and joyce. and got a new hair tie. green color. nat's fav colour. haha. [i already have purple btw. =D]
walked to taka. but didnt go in. -.-;; greggy left us! to go queue for donuts. crazed bugger. but i want also!! rahh!! shall find time some day to go queue. haha. abit retarded la.
far east after that. found the tube. $5. its good and cheap. i like! hee~ I MISS YOU JO!! )))): then walked around abit. belloc and qh shared a pair of earrings. how innovative. haha. they buy half a pair. if i buy earrings, i need three pairs. lol.
wisma after that. went to fornarina. i love the shoes there. but the prices is crazy. like $179 for a pair of flats. totally not worth it. even though its like damn nice. taka after that. DIOR. i really need that $700 man. i wish someone would just buy it for me. ):
stoned around for abit. was about six already. belloc and ron left to go play arcade. qh went home. i went to meet my dad so i could get a lift home. haha. yea. that was about it. but i had fun. ((:

but i still miss my darling bf JO. why yuu so busy!

sigh. im bored. ive like finished watching PoT and ouran. what else is there to watch? or do online. i dont like being bored. ):

yawns. i need a tan.
i need a nap.
i need a new wallet.
i need to lose weight.
i need to save money.
i need to spend less.

RAWR!

GILLIAN yuu better hurry come back!!!! haha.

mid week post.

2007-04-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

well, a suprise midweek post, at the request of **.
but my life's so boring, there's nothing for me to blog about.
school? mudane.

any topic i can write about? hmm.
ok la. lets talk about what i do online. mysteries of how sandra can remain online for hours on end, revealed!
so usually, i'll turn on my com. it'll load -standard. then i'll sign into msn. two minutes after that, my com will blackout/hang/die/etc, and i'll restart another two times or so.
so msn again. check my email. delete the misc stuff, reply emails.
the first website i visit is. . . obviously, my own blog. -.- read the tags. [and usually wait a few days to reply. =X]
then,
trent.blogspot.com - provides me with all the latest gossip! im very in-the-loop ok!
xiaxue.blogspot.com - entertainment.
waiterrant.net - entertainment. this guy writes well and has good insight.
postsecret.com - only on sundays. people's deepest darkest secrets, exposed!
inotfat.blogspot.com - entertainment at its best.
xthegreenyellowx.blogspot.com - hand written posts with pictures.
randomisation-.blogspot.com
littleblackboy.blogspot.com
several other blogs i shant tell you about. =P
azuzephre.deviantart.com - the guy who draws pon&zi. his work is amazing.
community.livejournal.com/_spreee - online shopping. this is where my money goes.
community.livejournal.com/sgspree - online shopping.

and most recently,
youtube.com - prince of tennis and ouran high school host club!

then i'll take a long nap inbetween and leave my msn on, which makes it look like im actually here when im not. teehee.

then i'll come back and spam more anime.
and maybe do my homework infront of the com while waiting for my anime to load.
[heehee! tricked by me right!]

and talk to some people lo. multitask.
and listen to music sometimes. jap music is pretty good, surprisingly. oh! and i also stare at my msn list at the people i want to talk to but dare not.

this feels like a boring post. dont you think so.

anyways. i got a long distance call today! javier called me from taiwan. how cool la. was totally unexpected, but a pleasent surprise. its always nice to know that there's someone out there thinking of you. (: sort of totally made my day. shhhhh!
[but considering my day was nothing much to be made up of anyway. except for maybe the fact that i saw a shuai ge today. HAHA. (yes, im talking about you mr sam! teehee~)]

man, i cant wait till im eighteen.
i cant wait for my A's to be over.
i cant wait to be able to drive.
i cant wait to dye my hair pink/purple/blue.

there's so many things i want.
):
and its such a long wait away.

its gotten lonely in class. dont know what happened. have a clue why[the reason], but nothing to really prove me right. ):

being kept in the dark is no fun.
it totally sucks when your jeans feel tight.
have you any idea how scary that is?

sorry for the mindless post. write until i feel like super ): le.
AND BLOGGING DOESNT HELP YOUR ENGLISH IF YOU BLOG LIKE ME.
yea. see you.
[btw, ima win tanhsiaofen's poster ok. not because its nice, but because of what it implies. hee~]

boring

2007-04-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

how boring.
im so bored of everything.
BORING.
monotonous.
stale.
etcetcetc.
whatever words you can come up with that means boring. i swear.
im so bored.

my life is boring.
jo has brian.
nat always got church.
jave's in taiwan.
[tappy too.]
gab's working.
kai is sad.
greggy is i dunno where.
eyerssssss.
IF YOU ARE BORED TOO PLEASE FIND ME.
i am so bored. i wanna go out.
anything!

anyway. the most exciting thing now is breakfast tomorrow!!
some cute looking pao.

[see! thats how boring my life is.]

there's really nothing for me to blog about.
useless information like, i cant walk now cause my thighs, butt, and head hurts.
RAWR!!
i swear, frog leaps should be outlawed.

taking cabs is expensive. i wanna shop at novena square 2. got loads of interesting shops.

19days to go.
[what a big big joke.]

please entertain me.
watching anime all day is fun.
but scoldings aint fun. CB!

gosh

2007-03-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

school is so boring that it makes me sleep.
nothing much interests me nowadays,
except all things japanese and anime and manga.
now, A's are in just a few months time.

nothing much to blog about recently.
all ive dont is watch bleach and spamming prince of tennis.
[i tell you, 13hours nonstop can get you into serious trouble with your parents.]
if i sat there and surfed the net, they would have nagged only.
but since i was watching, i got screamed at.
not much sense made.
but ohwells. they didnt hold any grudges, so aint that bad.

twomonthstwentysevendays

ehhh. dont you miss the good old times?
i was talking to nat just now, and huiren was sitting there doing math.
about derek, shane, jo, and all at ADTN.
how i miss them old times.

blogger is really pissing me off.
i cant seem to access my blog. all it shows me is a blank page.
same for gill's blog.
and nat's blog.
how infuriating.
thus the reason for me considering a move.
heh.

anyways, back to PoT.
byebye.
((:

2007-03-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

for you:
littlest things - lily allen

mada mada dane

holidays

2007-03-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

how time flies.
its such a cliche phrase, but it rings true. The week has dashed past, and my homework's still left undone. The only thing ive done is to rearrange some furniture and move some stuff around. [of which i was supposed to do last weekend and not wait till now.]
the week has been pretty eventful.

monday. Went out with shane in the morning! have i mentioned before about how i like to go out with shane? cause i think he's a good conversationalist. and i can talk to him about alot of things. hee~! watched music and lyrics. hugh grant is really good looking. he's one of my favourite actors. [the other being jude law, duh.]

tuesday started out early. Woke up at 6.30am. went lower pierce with my parents, uncle and sisters to fish! i didnt catch anything. had abit of difficulity casting using only one hand, but i guess i managed it in the end. could cast pretty far. only jess managed to catch any fish. she caught two in a row. lucky girl!
Had brunch after that. prata! yummness. i feel like eating prata now. haha. dropped uncle danny off at his home, then we headed to seletar country club. played a few rounds of pool. then stoned while jess and joyce bowled. left at around 12 plus. picked brian up from bishan, then parents dropped me off at sji for training.
training was pretty fruitful, for once. almost died a couple times though. landed really hard on my neck one time, and ouch. neckaches and backaches galore. four hours of training is so much better than two. i miss ij gym days!
headed to town to meet mum and dad after. picked up mum's diamonds [!!!] and then we went home.

wednesday. went to the zoo with a friend from church. whee~! white tigers are cute! you know, i never realised how small the zoo actually is. when i was a kid, the zoo seemed so big! and tiring to walk. but now, its possible to walk the whole thing within two hours. was supposed to go for the night safari too, but it started raining. so we decided to change plans and play some pool. i lost every single game. gosh. no standard. )):
and btw, i wanna sell my cue! black fibreglass cue at $120, inclusive of hard case. [buy price $190] anyone interested leave a comment and i'll email you with picutures and details. (:
had a quick dinner, then headed home. tired.

thursday was training day. helped my mum edit some stuff, and as a result, she said she'd fetch me to sji. whee~! no need for one hour busrides. only three hours this time, and it wasnt as fruitful as tuesday's. how wasted. went for tuition after that. and i was so tired i couldnt concentrate and kept distracting the others. oops! =X

friday was interesting. went to parkway to pick up some stuff for the class baking session. then waited for them at the busstop for around 20mins. only 8 came, not very surprising, i guess. baked chocolate chip cookies! was pretty fun. then while waiting, they played abit of mahjong. not too bad.
headed to town around 5.45, reached at 6.30. poor jo had to wait long for me. sorry dear! watched floorskillz. mark was pretty alright. he messed up though. stix was pretty good, with his footwork. [but they didnt make top16. sad!] he was there too. didnt get a greeting. ):
[nothing and everything left unsaid.]
left pretty early and headed home.
stoned awhile. talked to fb. went over to his place to accompany him while he studied. dalton was there for awhile too. its funny, we're in the same school, but i havnt seen him all year. haha. [can you believe that its already mid march!??!] read my book and a couple old issues of readers digest. he's damn hardworking la! studied till 5am. woots~! really hope he does well for his ct's. [if not he'll be so sad then i'll be sad too.] anyway, he pulled stunning move number two. which i will not say, cause according to him, someone out there reads my blog, and then reports back to him!! gosh. who's the stalker!? HAHA.
went home to sleep.

saturday. went for 1pm novena. then picked up a new pretty purple top! met jo and brian. poor brian was looking so forlorn the whole day. tsk! walked around. bought a purple hairband which is so cool?! i wanna get another one. but the material like those you can find on the big bangles thats is so 'in' now.
home. stoned. mahjong. sleep.

forgot what i wanted to write already. shall continue later.

long post, i think.

2007-03-11T15:18:00.000+08:00

-saturday's shopping and gig.
-sunday's dinner.
-monday's halfday outing.
-wednesday's flowers.
-thursday's dinner.
-friday's rockafellaskank3.
-saturday's soccer/mahjong.

So, went shopping with my sister last saturday. didnt really buy anything much. mum asked me to find a white shirt for brian, so went looking for that. walked all around town. nath joined us and we used him as a model for the shirt. haha. brian's like skinnier but taller than him.
jess headed home, we headed to gas huas for the gig. first few bands were -.-" but STELLASTORY was damn goooodd!!!!! esp the leadsinger. he held the entire band up and make it a rocking good gig. whee~! took some pics using jo's phone.

you can check them out at stellastory @ myspace.com. plus the have a 'hansum' keyboardist mr ELIJAHahahaha.

Suday's dinner was good. celebrated the last day of CNY with extended family [mum's side] and the godfamily. plus celebrated my mum's birthday and samuel's birthday at the same time.
Had a fabulous dinner. my favourite noodles, roast chicked, duck, lo hay, soursop juice and whatnot. and benita called me jiejie for the first time in about 10 plus years. woots. it felt good. (: great day. and yummy cake. like, totally!

monday! we had a surprise halfday in school! i wanted to go play mahjong, but hougang and bishan is really far for me. so went to watch movie with nat tiff and vic! walked around far east initally. was looking for an afro wig. wanted to get it for brian for his birthday, but it was kind of expensive. so i decided not to.
headed to ps after. caught 'the pursuit of happyness'. whee~! talk about a good show. i read about it in reader's digest before. was really fab. had dinch [dinner/lunch] after at kfc. popcorn chicken!
yea. was really nice hanging out with them. tiffy kept talking about vic as food. haha. <3333

Weds was the birthday day. Headed to far east flora after school to pick up some flowers for mum and jo. bought 18 [20minus2] daisy/carnation looking type flower in yellow and orange for jo, and 50 roses for my mum.
took a cab down to marine parade macs to surprise jo. was wrapping the flowers in the cab. not an easy job, i tell you! but i managed to do it. (: didnt really managed to surprise her in the end, cause brian told her. but ohwells. was good seeing her. haha.
headed home. took me an hour [with ALOT of help from grandma and remy] to arrange the 50 roses into some semblence of a bouquet. but was totally worth the smile on mum's face when she saw it. (:

thursday was messed up. training was cancelled and they didnt inform us until last min. what a total waste of time. alex and winson gave me a mars bars. =D
went to kx's house to mahjong for awhile. funness. (: then left around 5.30. reached bugis at 6.30 thereabouts. met gab. had dinner with him then walked around for awhile. haha. its good talking to him. must really thank javier cause if not for him i wouldnt have some of them good friends now.
went for tuition then went home. was listening to BBC on the way home. its actually pretty intresting. sometimes they provide a narrow view on stuff, but other than that, it gives you some insight on new things.

friday was the last day of term! didnt have many lessons at all. just 2 lects and geog tut. geog tut is fun la. we do work and learn stuff, but at the same time we're joking around with mr low. mrs helen tan taught me to love geog, and now another good teacher is continuing my interest. if i dont make it to business and have to go FASS in uni, ima study geog.
headed home at 12. showered changed and got some stuff. left home at 2 and headed back to school. had j1 intro and stuff. ms giam talked to me again. i shant comment. safer that way. HA!.
interclass captain's ball. ahhh. damn wasted la. my class won 3 games but we lost to 32. and cause 32 won every game, they made it to finals, and then they won the entire thing. pretty disappointing, but what to do! they practiced hard for it, so i guess its deserved. lol.
rockafella after that! woots~! this year's was THEBOMB seriously. damn good shit. every band could play, all the singers could sing, all managed to impress the crowd. and the winning band FAQ really was of the imba good! esp mr sheer mhd blackburn superstar golden balls etcetcetc. star drummer of the night. heard that he was the only drummer with volume control. anyw, many congrats to them! the super zai guitarist, super zai drummer, super zai everything. woots~!
got a lift home from annmarie. (:

yesterday was pretty fun. woke up early totally tired, but went for novena with mum dad and jess. afternoon went shopping for samuel's birthday present with sam, mum, dad, joyce. saw ele working at b&j. they have some party room thing. damn cool laaa. haha.
got home around 7 cause we spent 1hr at the carwash. [long queue and etc. but was needed cause hella lot of birds shat on dad's car when it was parked at godma's.]
went over to kais at night. watched rugby 6 nations. wales VS italy. wahh!!! damn sad la. wales lost. ): italy was damn strong. but the wales flyhalf/insidecentre james hook was damn good! [plus he's cute and only 21! haha. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/James_Hook_(rugby)]
watched soccer after that. manutd vs middlesbrough. wah. draw 2-2. wasnt surprised. poor gab lost 100. haha.
mahjonged. first round kia za hu pay everyone 3.20. joke sehhh. my cards were damn nice every round. but didnt manage to hu that many times. only won a dollar in the end. watched the first half of barce-real match. 2-2 at halftime la! wah exciting seh. four goals in the first half. heard final score was 3-3. haha.
headed home around 6. got interrogated by kai. -.- hurts to talk about it. bleah. ohwells.
maybe going out for dinner later. might be catching a movie tmr if that rontan doesnt pangseh me. haha. busy week ahead.

oh yea. kelvin lim threw everyone but 2 ppl out of class that day [tues]. talk about retardedness. he's totally messed up.

okays. cya!

2007-03-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of proper updates. will write something of substance sometime this weekend or during the holidays next week.

-saturday's shopping and gig.
-sunday's dinner.
-monday's halfday outing.

some stuff happened during the weekend. so am not really in the mood to blog. and i cant seem to view my own blog too. it just opens to a blank page. infuriating. and im thinking of moving over to livejournal.

anyway, do check back sometime next week. hopefully, i'd be happier by then!

till then.

liverpool VS manutd

2007-03-02T20:01:00.000+08:00

well,
tomorrow's match will be interesting. and i want to watch it!
but. got a gig to go watch. [gas huas 8pm! stellastory live!]

quite sad, cause im a supporter of liverpool, and also a supporter of manutd.

but for tomorrow's match, im hoping

will win.

[sorry gab!]

hee~

randomness

2007-02-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

well well.
some random stuff.
ct's next week.

since jan/feb is comming to an end, i'll cancel out the stuff ive completed these two months, and set new short term goals for march.

several short term goals for jan/feb:
0. thrash shamir at common tests
1. ~~watch gridiron gang~~
2. ~~run 2.4km under 15.30mins~~
3. ~~pace sham for atleast 4 rounds~~
4. ~~decide what to give as mass Vday gifts~~
5. lose 3kg
6. ~~drink more water~~
7. new skirt for CNY
8. get a white blazer
9. zara white sweater
10. find a nice wallet [dior if ever possible]
11. ~~do majority of my homework~~
12. try to understand math
13. learn to keep my cool
14. revenge on brandon wong the idiot
15. ~~CNY outing with adtn~~
16. ~~donate blood~~
17. a date with __________
18. master 80% of routine
19. perfect scales and pieces
20. ~~attend novena weekly~~

9/21. not too bad luh. still, could be better!

short term goals for march:
1. attend novena weekly
2. go for rockafellaskank3
3. lose 3kg
4. drink 1 bottle + 8 glasses of water a day
5. understand math
6. complete required homework on time
7. buy new wallet
8. *___ _____ __ __ __ ________
9. dont screw up piano exam
10. complete routine
11. win back $28 from mahjonging
12. watch norbit
13. watch ghost rider
14. watch seducing mr perfect
15. watch 300
16. watch the history boys
17. finish the box of books

hmm, lets leave it at that for now.

songlists:

lazy to find more. enjoy. (:

like i said,

2007-02-23T23:06:00.001+08:00

Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just won't do without you, matter of fact
Ooh I'm on your back, I'm on your back, Ooh I'm on your back

If you'd accept surrender, give up some more
Weren't you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Ooh I'm on your back I'm on your back
Ooh I'm on your back

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you

Another heart is cracked in two, I'm on your back Ooh

I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Ooh I'm on your back, I'm on your back, Ooh I'm on your back

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you

(foo foghters, walking after you)
like i said before, this song has meaning.
heh.
hope is fatal.

hmm

2007-02-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

i was organizing my files on the computer recently. and found some stuff ive written over the years. or stuff that people have written for me. pretty interesting. enjoy.

on marriage:
if you plan to marry someone at a later age but find him at this age,
he has to be:
1) boring
2) relatively unattractive
3) mild
4) of a low sex drive
5) catholic
see
what'd i tell you
and that includes
6) non-smoker
7) non-gambler
8) non-drinker

on fear:
You would call it fear. I call it the uncertainties of life.

"And, pray tell me, who is she?" she spat out, her dark orbs blazing with anger. You could almost feel the heat radiating off her, her anger comming in thick black waves. Her glare could have singed the hair off your face, she was one person you would not ever want to cross.

He, however, made the mistake. Now, her fury was turned onto him. She stood there, awaiting his response. To the onlookers, they would have expected him to be cowering in fear. Much to their surprise, but none to hers, he smirked at her.

"Just someone more important than you, babe."

And her heart broke inside, though her facade did not change. She hissed at him, her glare becomming more violent than you would have thought possible, "Bullshit." Turning her back on him, she strode off, as dignified as she could, through the masses of people in the thumping club.

Fast forward to three days later.

'Come back', she pleaded, silently in her heart. But all she could do, was to stand there and watch him walk away. The mild swagger in his gait, it took all she had to remain standing.

It was all imaginary. He did not mean to be cruel. Her icy exterior made him belive she was ok. Her calm facade led him to think they were on the same wavelength. Little did he know. How would he have known, anyway? He believed himself to be a nice guy. She believed it too.

She just wanted an excuse to make him the bad one. Anything to heal her broken heart. He walked off, leaving her standing there alone. As he rounded the corner, her legs gave way, and she crumpled in an unsightly heap on the floor.

No tears fell. She had cried enough of them. Her heart was numb to this feeling, already. There was only one other who had broken her heart so, but at this point of time, it did not matter. There was only one for her. And he had just walked himself out of her life.

And there, was one's greatest fear being played out like a great Chopin concerto.

Its time to take a break, today. Release, let go, and make a new friend. This day, this time, only happens once. Its time to get a life.

on sadness:

Silent tears. vers 1.5

girl by the window
staring sadly out
a tear drops
in her heart she cries
all alone is she
with no on there
to care
just she against the world
no one to help
shes all by herself
no one was there
as silent tears dropped
no one knew
no one bothered
soon she was gone
aways from this earthv
then someone knew
then someone cared
but it was too late
she was gone,
a girl who cried
silent tears

reply by daryl chng:

I saw you watching the rain,
Dripping from the mourning sky
Thinking about thoughts of shame,
Truth concealed in a lie?
What about the rainbow behind the clouds
Which you fail to see,
God'd be there to clear you doubts,
And make you sing in glee.
Don't let those tears trickle down your cheeks,
Empowering you with pain.
Love will find it's way even before you seek,
It is part of life's game.
Jesus be your shelter, your endless sunshine.
So stand up brave, say," I'm Fine!"
No more frets, no more fears ;
No more dreams of silent tears...

well, hope that entertained you for abit. ask me if you want to read any more. hee~

and maybe i'll be able to get a few more words out of you. ):

die die also wont lose

2007-02-17T11:31:00.000+08:00

even if i have to die trying.

yesterday was pretty fun.
cept something happened that made me upset the whole day. cb la.
shant talk about school, thats pointless.

met jo and brian at 4pm at heeren. when i was going up the escalator to meet them, jo called and said she saw clarence! so i called him. and turns out he was with sengwang and sengwang's classmates [which is also kim's class]. so went to find him. on the way to where he was [outside annex, i was inside] i saw jasmine and mark! then priscilla and jason! wah so coincidential man. then met cl. whee~! talked to him and got a hug too! =DD totally made my day. nothing else can beat seeing fav boy. ((:

was pretty bored after that, so walked taka to find food. but i wasnt too hungry. bought water from watsons. recently durnoe why always feeling dehydrated. nvm, spam water. jo commented im getting fat. sucksballs. nothing much in taka. headed to wisma. decided to eat at the dimsum restaurent. just when we sat down, alvin walked past! ((: ate fried rice. the restaurent retarded. charge so much extra for nothing. dont think ima be going back there anytime soon.

went to gap to see if could find the stripe shirt i saw last saturday. and suay suay they took it off the shelfs. sianzxzxzx. now must wait for sale then maybe can find. saw amelia, sean, gretchen and a few others there too. after gap, went to topshop. nothing much, as usual. dont really like the stuff. went to aldo, tried on some shoes. i like! but the prices are damn high. [thats why i refuse to walk into nine west or jimmy choo cause if i see something i like, confirm cry cause i cant afford it. lol.]

went to the nokia store to check out the phones. i wanna get a new phone already. see if can upgrade or something. think my next phone will be the nokia E65. its like damn cool, and not humoungous. can fit into pocket type, so its just right for me. 2megapx, bluetooth, etc. not too bad. (: now jus see if i can convice my mum to let me get it. then shall pass my current phone to my sister to use.

left nokia to go meet my sister. when we walked past starbucks, saw sham! =D so stopped and talked to him for awhile. hee~

met jess at taka zara. she was with krystal. quite cool la they. best friends since kindergarden. helps that we stay in the same estate. which reminds me, i still havnt met up with donovan despite us saying we'll do so since dec. must get around to that before he heads back to australia. man, im into my second year of jc, he's into his 2nd year of uni. and only one year seperates us. unfairness how the rich gets shortcuts.

saw a couple more ex ij girls. saw pooty, esther and ashley in taka too. but didn saw hi. bumped into kaiying inside zara! haha she looked quite stunned luh. -.- typical. hee~

waited outside zara for jess and krys. then saw simon and his girlfriend! [simon's my phys tutor.] he looked stunned also. the whole world was in town la. left around 6.30. took mrt to peyalebar. walked from there to church. met nat! ((: went for the gig. jeremy was there too. surprising. got tics from christian. saw the ym people too.

went in. surprising. they were playing screamo and hardcore rock. gosh. and it was a church. there were hell alot of poser punks and etc. gosh. music was pretty alright. mikes were too soft, so couldnt hear the guys singing. almost fell asleep. =X

ended around 10plus. hung around awhile. was spos to join the ym peeps for supper. but then later decided to join nat derek shaun and some other guy [who i keep seeing in church but name i still durnoe.] for supper. wanted to go pongol. but was closed. so prata instead.

doesnt nat look like L from deathnote?? longsleeve white shirt, jeans, hair. ZOMG! haha.

got home around 11. then finished my book.

well, i made a bet with jo yesterday. i have to run 2.4km in 10.05mins by end of march. if i can do that, i'll win a DIOR wallet [valued at $700]. if i cant, i have to give her $200. well, since i intend on getting my dior, and totally dont intend on losing $200, ima train hard for this. ITS NOT IMPOSSIBLE. (:
this is my training route:

two rounds of that is about 2.4km.

several short term goals for jan/feb:
0. thrash shamir at common tests
1. ~~watch gridiron gang~~
2. run 2.4km in 10.05
3. ~~pace sham for atleast 4 rounds~~
4. ~~decide what to give as mass Vday gifts~~
5. lose 3kg
6. drink more water
7. new skirt for CNY
8. get a white blazer
9. zara white sweater
10. find a nice wallet [dior if ever possible]
11. do majority of my homework
12. try to understand math
13. learn to keep my cool
14. revenge on brandon wong the idiot
15. ~~CNY outing with adtn~~
16. ~~donate blood~~
17. a date with __________
18. master 80% of routine
19. perfect scales and pieces
20. attend novena weekly

an achievement!

2007-02-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

I RAN 2.4 IN 15.09! whee~!
ok i know it might not seem much to you [so what if you ran it in 13mins or whatever] this is like one of my FASTEST 2.4's ever. hee~

several short term goals for jan/feb:
0. thrash shamir at common tests
1. ~~watch gridiron gang~~
2. ~~run 2.4km under 15.30mins~~
3. ~~pace sham for atleast 4 rounds~~
4. ~~decide what to give as mass Vday gifts~~
5. lose 3kg
6. drink more water
7. new skirt for CNY
8. get a white blazer
9. zara white sweater
10. find a nice wallet [dior if ever possible]
11. do majority of my homework
12. try to understand math
13. learn to keep my cool
14. revenge on brandon wong the idiot
15. ~~CNY outing with adtn~~
16. donate blood
17. a date with __________
18. master 80% of routine
19. perfect scales and pieces
20. attend novena weekly

funfilled saturdays

2007-02-11T16:57:00.000+08:00

busy busy.
well, the week passed by fast. common tests are comming. thats what you call goodgame. nothing worth noting. actually, there are. but i dont wish to tell you. =P

so my saturday!
woke up at 9.15. showered and changed and all. was ready by 10am. but felt so super lazy, so decided to have prata with ben&jerrys. left the house only at 1030 and took a cab down to novena for service.
met up with nat, jo, tiff, amc, reena, ky and pamela! had lunch at pastamania. supposed to watch a movie, but we all decided not to in the end. walked around. developed photo.

uh. walked all the way to cine. flea market. bought a nice striped bag. GAP at wisma. saw a nice striped shirt, but didn buy. still cant find my skirt!! then pac plaza. all dispersed after that.
went to meet tappy at smu. checked out the flea market there. bought a WWF pin. save the world! i wanted to buy the shirt actually. but they didnt have my size. boo! ): anyways, they have a singapore branch. WWF.SG check it out.
found a purple shirt too! was 15, but new. so quite alright, i guess. it has 'fat people are harder to kidnap' on the front. haha. there were a few others i wanted to buy but didnt have much cash on hand, so decided not to.
headed home after. sigh. spent so little time with him. conflicting busy-ness doesnt help much.
got home. stoned abit. then nathanael asked me out to eat dinner. so met him at the junction. wanted to eat nasilemak. but the queue was freakin long! like 5m long. so we decided to eat hokkien mee instead. he did pretty well for his o's!! =D and he's COMMING TO CJ [most probably.]! whee~~!!! haha.
went to the playground after dinner to talk more. stoned around. my sister and her friends came too. then they started playing with sparklers. was pretty fun.

yeps. that was my saturday.
i refuse to talk about anything else. haha.

several short term goals for jan/feb:
0. thrash shamir at common tests
1. ~~watch gridiron gang~~
2. run 2.4km under 15.30mins
3. ~~pace sham for atleast 4 rounds~~
4. ~~decide what to give as mass Vday gifts~~
5. lose 3kg
6. drink more water
7. new skirt for CNY
8. get a white blazer
9. zara white sweater
10. find a nice wallet [dior if ever possible]
11. do majority of my homework
12. try to understand math
13. learn to keep my cool
14. revenge on brandon wong the idiot
15. ~~CNY outing with adtn~~
16. donate blood
17. a date with __________
18. master 80% of routine
19. perfect scales and pieces
20. attend novena weekly

something to note

2007-02-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

“Friends never know each other. All we know of each other are meaningless facades we put up so we can be liked. There’s times when someone actually knows the other… they usually get married.”

something i read online.

whee~!

2007-02-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

nothing much to whee about, actually.

common tests are approaching. i needa get down and start studying. tuesdays and thursdays shall be my mugging time. this week esp, cause i end early and trng doesnt start till sometime later. prolly can get in a good two-three hours.

i hope my class CIP proposal goes through. it's gna be a rush, but if successful, will be of the uber cool. shant disclose too much now, but once its approved, BE SURE TO SUPPORT US ALRIGHT! ((:

Nothing much happened this weekend. Watched 170nbelow practice for tuesday's audition. they're not too bad, but up against very stiff competition. Do hope they make it into rockafella. would be of the imba cool if my classmates are all performing. oh yea, sheer's band was there jamming too. and ive never seen a more bored drummer. he sit there and play damn imba-ly, but yet he looked so bored doing it. props!

oh yea. i did go down to my friends house. had a jolly good time. didnt see them for awhile, so was pretty out of the loop. but they're the sort of people that no matter how long you've not hung out with them, they still make you feel like you belong. [applys to me, anyhow.] so kudos to them. ((:

im pretty bored. i got my hair cut today. not much difference, so dont expect to see any. still, i'll give you pineapple tarts if you notice. none if you read my blog and commented cause of the bribe. lol. i need a new hairdresser. anyone here have any reccomendations?

Listening to this breaking song now. dont sweat the technique. pretty addictive. sort of like panic! at the disco. most probably get boring after awhile. It'll do for now, i guess. its the type of music that makes you want to move.

speaking of music, piano exam's comming. im pretty scared. where's the time for practice? too much on my plate now, gotta decide what i need to let go of. no more late weekend nights for the next month, i think. gotta set my priorites straight, and focus on the important stuff. which is currently, CAs commontests and pianoexam. all others can come later. which means i should forget about thinking about boys too.

the thailand-singapore match is ongoing now. Singapore just scored its first goal in the 81st minute. looks like singapore is set to be the champions this time around. But i still think we're ages away from world cup standard. personal opinion though, dont really know much about soccer.

bought liquid eyeliner yesterday. some japanese brand. doesnt smudge, so its alright. but im still not used to applying it properly. alittle uneven if you look closely. i bought the navy blue color, not black. cause ive got two pencil form of black. dont you think black is pretty boring? ive taken to drawing blue eyeshadow over the black. looks pretty cool.

oh anyway, i was reading my cousin's blog that day. and something happened to him. and so ironically, one week after that, a very similar situation happened to me. its really how sad one comment can be fatal to a friendship. you know. even though it was just hanging on one string, i thought maybe it'll be alright. but guess he just severed the string like that. still cant help feeling totally betrayed and pissed off whenever i see him, even though i act as if nothing's wrong. the comment was valid, but totally uncalled for. maybe the expression uncalled is wrong. more like, he had no right to pass any sort of comment. huh.

so valentines day is comming. in about a week and half's time soon. the guys out there! better ask the girl you wanna date to be your valentine's soon. wait any longer, chances are some smarter dude would have asked her already, or she'd feel too insulted to say yes. be smart and make your move today!

this is getting to be a pretty long and wordy entry. and no pictures to support. guess ive just got alot of stuff to rant about. its been ages since ive blogged like this. not much impetus to do so lately. but feeling emo-ness recently, guess this is the result.

what is emo anyway? let me be more specific, im confused. and have not set my priorities straight recently, so am very distracted too. lists dont help much too. guess ive gotta depend on will power! not much idea what i wanna do next time, but i guess i just gotta work hard and open my choices.

i should go study already. its getting late.
oh! and if you have $18.35 to spare, check out "50 facts that should change the world". its a good read, and would be helpful to you for your GP, and prolly geog also. if not, it'll just help to increase your general knowledge. yeaps. ((:

till next week then. have a good week!

several short term goals for jan/feb:
0. thrash shamir at common tests
1. ~~watch gridiron gang~~
2. run 2.4km under 15.30mins
3. ~~pace sham for atleast 4 rounds~~
4. ~~decide what to give as mass Vday gifts~~
5. lose 3kg
6. drink more water
7. new skirt for CNY
8. get a white blazer
9. zara white sweater
10. find a nice wallet [dior if ever possible]
11. do majority of my homework
12. try to understand math
13. learn to keep my cool
14. revenge on brandon wong the idiot
15. plan CNY outing with adtn
16. donate blood
17. a date with __________
18. master 80% of routine
19. perfect scales and pieces
20. attend novena weekly

so...

2007-01-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

it turns out something happened today that was interesting enough to blog about.

this story is purely fictionous and any similarities to real life is purely coincidential.

it all started out one faithful afternoon. the wind was blowing strongly, and one hungry student stared in dismay at the food offered in his school canteen. a genius idea popped into his head! *** canteen malay food! finding people, along with him and his classmate, two other *** alumni made the treck down, which was one bus stop away from the school.
sitting at the bus stop waiting, it was antagonizing. out of the multiple buses that stopped at that bus stop, 7 plyed towards ***. however, a long wait of 8 minutes ensued. finally, boarding the 501, we found ourself in ***.
As we approached the stall, the security guard stopped and questioned us. we were delayed for a long 5 minutes, before we were allowed to queue for out food. Ah. bliss. good fish and potato can really make one's day. leaving ***, we decided to take bus 11 back to school.
The trek back was interesting, with us walking in the middle of the road, and commenting on good and bad drivers. it was a fast 10minutes. however, lady luck was not on our side that day. upon reaching school, the principal and his rottweiler appeared!
glaring at us, we struggled to hid our smiles. we bowed our heads and nodded in agreement to whatever he said. Pissed off, he soon walked away and left his deputy to take over.

blah blah blah. nothing happened in the end. but like wah, what was with that ambush sial!

ok. math fa tmr. bye!

several short term goals for jan/feb:
0. thrash shamir at common tests
1. ~~watch gridiron gang~~
2. run 2.4km under 15.30mins
3. ~~pace sham for atleast 4 rounds~~
4. decide what to give as Vday gifts
5. lose 3kg
6. drink more water
7. new skirt for CNY
8. get a white blazer
9. zara white sweater
10. find a nice wallet [dior if ever possible]
11. do majority of my homework
12. try to understand math
13. learn to keep my cool
14. revenge on brandon wong the idiot
15. plan CNY outing with adtn
16. donate blood
17. a date with __________
18. master 80% of routine
19. perfect scales and pieces
20. attend novena weekly

how long can this go on?

2007-01-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

in this world, there's real and make believe

nothing much happened this week.
well, besides the geog and econs test. of which i will be failing both.
saturday was pretty much the same. saw taps. and jo!!! yea. watched gridiron gang. like finally. reading one piece.
and i bought a new mouse!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDD
it came with a manual.
pg 12:
be healthy.
a healthy lifestyle can help you perform and enjoy your everyday activities, including the time spent at your computer.
for overall good health, consider the following:
... . . . . . . [goes on to elaborate how to lead a healthy lifestyle]

wah damn retarded la!! a manual for a mouse also can lidat. damn funny la!

sorry, short post today, cause i wrote abit at i-w for once.
mid-week post this week to make up for the loss of words here, yea? ((:

ha. my piano exam is 2nd march.
DIE.

[this will be a footnote for all my entries, with possible additions]
several short term goals for jan/feb:
0. thrash shamir at common tests
1. ~~watch gridiron gang~~
2. run 2.4km under 16mins
3. pace trent/seonghoon for atleast 4 rounds
4. decide what to give as Vday gifts
5. lose 3kg
6. drink more water
7. new skirt for CNY
8. get a white blazer
9. zara white sweater
10. find a nice wallet [dior if ever possible]
11. do majority of my homework
12. try to understand math
13. learn to keep my cool
14. revenge on brandon wong the idiot
15. plan CNY outing with adtn
16. donate blood
17. a date with __________
18. master 80% of routine
19. perfect scales and pieces
20. attend novena weekly

my weekend and weekends ahead

2007-01-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

nat and i! <333

several short term goals for jan/feb:
1. watch gridiron gang
2. run 2.4km under 16mins
3. pace trent/seonghoon for atleast 4 rounds
4. decide what to give as Vday gifts
5. lose 3kg
6. drink more water
7. new skirt for CNY
8. get a white blazer
9. zara white sweater
10. find a nice wallet [dior if ever possible]
11. do majority of my homework
12. try to understand math
13. learn to keep my cool
14. revenge on brandon wong the idiot
15. plan CNY outing with adtn
16. donate blood
17. a date with __________
18. master 80% of routine
19. perfect scales and pieces
20. attend novena weekly

starting friday.
silly boy came to meet me after piano even though i told him not to waste his time, cause i couldnt stay out. but nooo, he refused to listen to me. -.-;; so anyways, he sent me home. so i offered him dinner. and then my mum invited him to watch movie with us. woots~! finally watched singapore dreaming. heehee. he left around 11.
woke up early on sat to go doctor. some weird face thingy. now i look sunburnt. urk. cant wait for it to like peel finish. went for novena after. checked out the new usante at square^2 which is next to novena square. the shop's pretty nice, and the staff aint that bad. but still have some problems with logistics. tsk! oh yea, they changed the uniform. thank goodness! haha. met silly boy after novena and dragged him to see the shop. lol.
cabbed down to ngeeann poly for the open house. ok, more like to see nic guan's band play. wernt too bad. the lead singer looked damn old, but turns out he's like around my age only. zomg?

then went to eat lunch at the place opp beauty world. IKEA after that! pretty fun. bought a clock [for $2.50 only! and they were selling some at $25. gosh.], mirror, pillow, clothes drying rack, some hanging thing. and some other stuff. finished shopping at around 3.30, then quite sian. so went to his house to stone.
left around 5 for church. sunset mass. stupid rain. boo. and after church had to go home myself. )): blah! dinner was pretty alright. then the silly boy wasted his time again and came all the way down to bring me ice cream. >.< but its damn sweet. (((:
[and then insert the SUPER ULTIMATE paiseh moment here.]

today was pretty alright. cept for brandon and his new nickname for me. ima kill him soon!! rawr!! pretty slack day, actually. with all them teachers letting us off early. oddness, but no complains. must have been some happy powder flying around the staff room.
OH YEA! chris, the nemo photo cd neh? haha.
read onepiece through out the day. kena suanned by everyone cause it was in chinese. 'eh! you understand anot?' wahlaos la! im not that noob in chinese please!
pe was stupid. spos to run 12 rounds. lost count after awhile. think i did 11 la. managed to pace trent and seonghoon for about 2 rounds. [not continuously though] but was pretty cool, can keep up without dying. shall try and pace them again next week. or sham also can, cause he's super fast too. lol.
home. tuition immd. simon came early la! kiasu sial. then had dinner. ROAST BEEF!! my fav!! <33333 =DDDDDDDD
teehee.
gnites.

omg

2007-01-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

damn paiseh.
i was talking to this guy. and i thought he was domi. and started saying some stuff. ZOMG DAMN PAISEH please.

today was nice. ((:

and im lazy to blog. more tmr luh.

another

2007-01-18T21:42:00.001+08:00

Happy eighteenth birthday alvin!
haha. old man already. have a great day! ((:

birthdays!

2007-01-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

mid week post just to say a few stuffs.

today is 17january.
happy eighteenth birthday GILLIAN!!
<333
besties rock! =DD

monday was 15jan.
happy eighteenth birthday shammy!!
hope yuu had a good day and that yuu liked ur presents! ((:

and thanks shane! you're the best! teehee!

hi?

2007-01-14T15:29:00.000+08:00

yes.
i do realise ive hardly been blogging recently.
several reasons.
-there's nothing much to blog about. [except during the weekends]
-the new blogger format refuses to save my userid and password. and i hate typing my password unnecesarily.
-im lazy.
-and tired after school's total utter rediculousness.
that pretty much explains it all.

but since its the weekend, some slightly more interesting stuff has happened.
so,
i shall tell you all about it. [whee.]

woke up early on saturday morning to download bleach110! narutofob didnt have. but bleachportal had. so i tried my luck there. when i had to leave the house at 10am, still didnt finish loading, so went out first.
met jo at novena for 11am service. usual. church is good for the soul. seriously. headed down to town after. went to find one part of sham's present. its really funny. i'll see if i can get a photo of sham holding it tmr. give you all a good laugh.
brian came along, then we went to have lunch. couldnt decided between kfc's popcorn chicken or chicken rice. we were walking aimlessly while we debated the issue. we even asked brian [brian as in jo's bf and not my brother.] to decide for us. but he ate already, and was pretty useless.
but in the end, we decided to go for the healthier [slightly, both still got chance of bird flu] choice of chicken rice! yea. and jus when we finished eating, cezheng came! yea, like how early. lol.
went to find the present again. we all seriously were like >.< i even made brian go to the counter to pay for me. HAHA.
yea. walked to wisma after. nothing much in topshop. i cant wear flats. cause they make my feet look fat. RAHH. went a few stores. zara! i saw a damn nice white sweater. and its not too thick! I WANT!! cant rmb the price. might go and get it once my paycheque [after how long then i get. wah.] gets banked in and my account balance looks relatively healthy.
then headed for heeren. i swear, crossing roads with jo is a health hazzard. i might just die because of a car accident. suxors!
walked around heeren. wasnt much. was pretty boring. bought some stuff. orange is a nice color! around 1.50, jo went off to meet her juniors. then took bus with cezheng to plazasing. watched him eat yoshi. i was so tired i think i dozed off for a few second here and there. paiseh. haha.
walked him to smu. watched him break with his crew for abit. then went off to meet shane! hadta walk all the way back to ps. -.-;;
anyw, shane was also eating yoshi. DOTS. then recieved a call from jo saying she not watching movie but going meridian instead, so we went to meet her. quite funny. we tried cam whoring with shane's camera. but i think his camera dont have the antishake thing, and all of us hands super shaky, the pics all turned out somewhat weird.
got bored after awhile, since shane and i didnt have a chance to play any pool, we left first. went to heeren to buy some stuff. then headed back to smu to pass cezheng sth. kena kaobeied by shane. -.-;;
haha. so we went to ben&jerrys to eat ice cream! whee~!! super shoik. sandra happy already luh. shane was like complaining i was damn quiet. prolly cause i was damn tired. anyw, he said some stuff that made good sense. ((: i like talking to shane. heehee.
headed home after that. pretty tired.
here's my playlist, of the recent times.

yeaps.
and a question.
whats your view on kissing before attatchment.
leave comments in comment link and not on tagboard kthx.
[this qn is generated due to some stuff my cousin has been saying. HAHA odd dude.]

and one last thing. i really dont like the new blogger format. talk about UGLY.

2007-01-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

last day of christmas ended 2 days ago.
how sad.

its gab's birthday today
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY GABRIEL!!!
=D

so school.
heck care la! who wants to hear about school?
cept that the fact my class is on 5th floor. how messed up is that please.

on to more nicer stuff.
i met jo yesterday! missed her lo. if one week dont see her then got redrawal symptoms already. ): ahahaha. but idiot girl is cheating on me!! thats so wrong. RAWR! but nevermind. i still love her lots. ((: ahaha.
so talked to her. we ate popcorn chicken again! with the cheese thingy. hehe. damn nice. i like i like. teeheehee. went around to find present for gab. then saw some red color waterbottle. quite cool. so got that. then stuffed some sweets and stuff into it.
then took train tgt. she was heading for east coast, i was heading home for tuition. hmm. simon's pretty good at what he does. and he explains veh well. doesnt let me take the easy way out. he's good. but very expensive. -.-;; but nvm. im gonna SCORE for phys alrd. =DD

hmm. besides that, nothing much exciting has happened.

DAMN NEMO REPORT DUE TONIGHT!
bye im off to write it. knnbfcb.

what a start.

2007-01-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

well.
its 2007.
how exciting. not.

no resolutions, cause its useless.

but not to be a total bummer, my start to 2007 was great/fantastic/fabulous/etcetc.

for one. i attended fr carlo ly's wake.
its really damn sad. =(

know what? my dad dint let me go out.
but all my siblings are out.
and my parents are at some party too.
RAWR! what is this man.

luckily, mr ncz was nice enough to come all the way down east to acc me.
yes. long walks, long sits. good company, good conversations, and great hugs.
what a great way to start the new year, with someone new.
(:
[damn wasted though, we didnt take any pics. =( ]

im just somewhere over the moon. are you, too?

top faves

2006-12-27T19:14:00.000+08:00

soooo.
like the year's ending.
its time to reflect.
and to make lists.

best movie:
its a tough fight between

for jude law's hotness.

for light's smartness.

but art of seduction WINS

for the person i watched it with and the hot leading stars.

best song:
no contest, rolling star by yui

its super addictiveness has had me hooked for quite some time.
sexyback by JRT was a close contender.

best tv show:
again, no contest. project runway by bravoTV

cause, its like the only show on tv that i can be bothered to watch.
nip/tuck and prison break came slightly close.

best game learned:
dota came close

but mahjong wins

best overseas experience:
indonesia came close

but hong kong thrashes!

favourite boy:
this one's has no competition. cl wins hands down. (:

well, there's many more. but im lazy to go think of more topics. make do with this. (:

pulau segayang report to write.
4000 words to go.
lol?

2006 was interesting, to say the least.
being in cjc made it suck.
but some friends made the year better.
many thanks to all of you.
<33

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2006-12-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

merry christmas all!
have a happy and blessed holiday!
=DD

so its been pretty eventful.

1:
dad's comapany lunch. turkey was good. piano at bugis.
house party on friday night.
sham, jo, brian, nat, shane, derek, domi, ron, jave, kai, jason, gab, louis, seam, meng and greg came over.
food was quite ok. i didn eat much. we had lots of chocolate.
was damn good seeing derek again.

2:
woke up late. met jo and brian at bugis. stoned. played 2 games of 8ball with jo's friends.
bought two tops from MNG.
went down to mon's house. had good turkey. and nice salad.
left during carollers intermission.

3:
christmas eve! church in the morning and piano after.
dinner was fantastic! turkey, duck, bacon, loads and loads of food. and so many people. talked to my cousins. was good. chatted abit with gerard. kind of interesting, what he does.
headed down to church for midnight mass with jeremy, deb, moses, and moses's mum.
sermon was kind of O.o
then hung around church after mass to talk to people. saw loads of people. i still owe them christmas cards la. =X and i got a hug, present and compliment from mr s-a-m! whee~! ahahaha. its a good start to christmas!

4:
headed back home. john's choir came over. had more food and stuff. played 99. then played some mahjong with moses, simon and another girl who's name i didnt catch. >.<
then hung around abit. slept at 5.30am.

5:
woke up at 12.30. shower change and all. went to my godma's house for lunch. 4th turkey of the season. whee~! i <33 turkey la!
stayed there till 7pm.
super tired now.

j2 farewell party tmr. zomg!
byebye im gna sleep.

pics pics pics [long post!]

2006-12-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

gillian and i. (:

cj retreat people

jov and cal

a dark pic. LOL.

my living quaters.

some cute kitty in petong

me and sham pulling some plant.

hr and i acting emo!

hr, me, jas!

carm pulling a stunning move.

byebye segayang.

these aint all.
check out http://2788963072.slide.com/p/1/meditating?view=True for more pics.
or my 4th flickr photostream for some others.

chris and his psp! i swear if i could, i want a psp cause of christ and his ultra cool psp which has the game bleach3 in it which is like, damn cool cause ichigo's bankai is the max and the hollowshinigami is like totally imba. and chris is of the ultimate cool cause he let me play with it even though i prolly irritated him by bugging him so much to let me play. LOL.

nemo.
in point form.

day1:
took a ferry there. then an hr bus ride. followed by a 2hr boat ride.
reached segayang. had lunch. decided to room with jas, chr, putti, carm, nicole.
checked out the room. was of the ultimate cool. cause there was aircon.
checked out the place abit. had night activites after dinner. sushimi making. where i ate raw fish.
sleep.

day2:
woke up to rain. stoned around. had breakfast. still raining. went back to sleep.
only headed down to petong around 12. half hour boat ride.
small, smelly village. [=X] totally litter infested. cute kids with head lice.
small school with 6 classrooms and 1 staff room. big classrooms with 4-6 desks only.
trecked to the other end of the village. plucked tapioca. was still raining.
used a parang. ate sour mango. ate sweet sugarcane. watched people catch chickens. played thumbs.
trecked to another end of the island. had koropok. trecked back to the starting end.
boat back to segayang.
dinner. then night trek. walked round the island. super rocky and slippery. held the torch for sham.
ended on a sand bar. watched stars for awhile. walked abit. used a person as a windbreaker.
shower and BED. [chris, chris, jov came to hang for awhile]

day3:
stoned. breakfast. boat. petong.
stoned. helped abit. played with kids. got a tan.
boat. shower. dinner. [they serve RICE and CHICKEN and SOTONG(yucks!) for like every meal. and if we're lucky, fish.]
night activity of bubutrap making. was really cool.
sleep.

day4:
woke up earlier. breakfast. OCIP pissed at ANTHRO. them bunch of slackers.
petong. taught the kids english. really cute. but short attention span-ish.
repair road in excruciating heat. slacked. picked up litter. bought drinks.
STICK FIGHT with sham. which was really really fun. like two kids. (:
back to segayang. cancled night activities due to impending rain. [which didnt fall ite.]
bridge and taitee with sham, andrew and kaicheung.
sleep.

day5:
breakfast. photo taking. scolding from THT. he was spouting rubbish. sheesh.
talks from various group leaders. lunch.
fishing! [did alot of this throughout the 5days, just not detailed out.] can cast twice of what ben can cast. sham's same standard. he's a fun person to fish with.
then ccb anthro spoil our fun. water activites. which chr, jas, jov and i sat out of.
dinner. kelong fishing talk. astromony. campfire.
watched the meteor shower on the jetty with sham. (: was really cool. a great night!
slept at 4+am.

day6:
up and ready to leave. long long boat ride back to mainland. 3hrs. slept on the floor.
bus to some golden tourist place for lunch. grocery store for food! polo tshirt place. where i bought 2.5kg of mangoes!
bus to ferry terminal. ferry back. delayed due to cruise ship entering port.
dinner at carls with a few group mates. cab back with sham and jov.
saw karen at usante though! =DD

thats about it luh. shall list my group members for you.
nigel zheng, andrew, ALF, kaichung, anthea, chris, nicolesiew, jasmine, carmelita, jovian, calvin, chris, bentay, xiling, rosemarie, yuanzu, huiren, shamir, sheryl, victor, ryanthong, don, francis, yaozong.

pretty fun group. had alot of fun. esp listening to the sji guys talkcock. haha.

ok. im tired.
had 'bbq' for trent's bday today. which was totally retarded cause it rained nonstop so we cooked the stuff by frying or using a odd oven type. lol.
kbye.

nemo!

2006-12-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

went out with domi today!
=DDDDDDDD
damn happy now la.
two pics for ya!

i'll continue this entry later. with nemo pics!

project nemo!

2006-12-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

bleach 107. 7% at 11.0kb/sec
HURRY FASTER LOAD FINISH LEI!!

and ive no pics from nemo. ):
jasmine hasnt loaded them yet.
ive no idea about nicolesiew.
so gna have to wait. once i get both then i'll blog about the trip.
twas really fun. (:
made new friends. had new experiences.
and got to know a classmate much better. =D
more on that when pics are up.
if not its gna be a super long and boring wordy entry. you'll just die.
i'll spare you.
wait hor!

so today.
was really tired. then at 10.30am, some person called me. then see some unknown landline. thought durnoe what. so picked up the call. turned out to be some person who's survey i filled out before. he was asking me to go interview for some sales job. then i said no. he asked why. i said school. then he just kept going on and on. and i said no again. then he went on. so i kaped the phone.
and i was so pissed i started shouting at my phone.
couldnt fall back to sleep again after that. RAWR!! ):
decided to wake up. turned on my com. started loading deathnote 10 and OC season 4 epi 5 and 6. stoned awhile. then left to meet shane at 2pm. [we were spos to meet at 1.30 but postponed it. haha.] flagged a cab from outside my house. met him at ICA. waited for quite long. was totally bored la.
so he renewed his passport. then we headed to cityhall to eat. crystal jade la mien xiao long bao at suntec. eat until super full la pls. then went to marinasquare to catch the 4.30pm ERAGON. was a good show! but the filming was pretty lousy. like low budget film. graphics was pretty good, however. as in the cgi stuff.
took a bus home after the movie. and at the busstop, i realised out of all the places we went, i only stepped into TWO stores! one jewlery store and creative. zomg la. its like a record!
the mangoes i bought from batam are really really good. omg! i might just go back there to buy mangoes. HAHA. i still have over $200k left.

tired. and have piano@bugis at 2pm tmr. so anyone free at 2.45pm and dont mind going out with me? haha.

(: im in a generally good mood. though there are loads on my mind. where's michael!

2006-12-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

IM BACK

sorry for the lag in posts.
more tomorrow. and when i get pics.
time for a HOT bath. byebye.

i missed you all!

lck vhjro;iv jsdmo;gv

2006-11-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

knnbfcb wtf.
stupid selfish no care for others people.

anyw,
dec 2 ( Escapade @ DXO,tix at $18)-underage party (16yrs and above)
dec 14 ( Monde.Gusto @ DXO,tix at $18)-legaL party
interested, jus ask.

christmas wishlist is up!
BE GENEROUS, GIVE TO SANDRA!

got my first paycheque today. (:

fever still persists.

christmas is comming, i want the love actually dvd!

packed weekend. wont see me online. miss me much! =D

childaid concert was SUPERB. those sillybillys who didnt want to go with me, ya'll missed out! =P [plus there was a damn hot damn good damn talented singer/guitar player. woots~!]

dead tired. ):

byebye. i need my rest. stupid fever.

boring stuff.

2006-11-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

sorry ive hardly been blogging.
busy. and totally tired when i get home. so no mood to blog properly.
so this post:
- more pics from han's birthday.
- one pic from our semi-failed outing.
- uh. what ive been up to?

since my pics are still loading, i'll write about what ive been up to.
its very interesting! not.
cause, ive not been doing anything. for example, from monday to thursday, i go to work. which takes up my ENTIRE afternoon. there goes my social life. *poof!* but its pretty fun. made some new friends. (:
but thurs and fri were pretty ok la.
went over to kais. mahjonged with jason, seam and javier. wasnt too bad. got mantais and 4tais. won 11. so managed to pay jave the 9 i owed him from my loss last week and have two dollars left.
friday. went for my piano course thing. pretty fun. learnt some stuff. next week will learn the left hand coordination. cool. (:
went to fix my watch. but they told me it wasnt worth fixing. )): haixzxzxzx. i like that watch la! it has a violet surface. which is one of my favourite colors. sigh. means i need a new watch.
was supposed to go town with jave and jason. but when i called jason, he was like still home and not prepared and stuff. so headed down. when i got there, he was sleeping. -.- kai and seam were playing NFS. stoned awhile. then in the end after jason woke up, we mahjonged. durnoe what happened to jave. haha.
ate dinner then headed home.
boring stuff.

ok. pics.

thats it for now. im tired. byebye.

2006-11-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

sorry ive been away for abit.

nothing much new.
job's pretty ok.
totally boring though.
but my boss likes me.

kais was fun on sat.
even though i was damn tired.
and cranky.
'holy church of kai'
whaddafark?

my legs are killing me.
RAWR!

tired. yawn.
goodnight.
i'll post the pics another time.

2006-11-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

btw, i need a new skin. someone *coughJESSICALEESUYIcough* please make one for me?

wtf is wrong with the sg govt?

2006-11-14T01:37:00.000+08:00

GST raise 7%
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/061114/5/singapore241097.html
Losses in Singapore Suzhou project to hit US$90 million http://www.singapore-window.org/sw99/90915afp.htm

READ THOSE TWO.
and they dare to increase the gst.
KNNBFCB!

no need to go shopping le.
no need to eat out le.
"eat instant noodle also more expensive."
they really need to WAKE UP THEIR IDEAS ALREADY!

quote of the day

2006-11-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

"eh 0.12 km is how many m?"
-jo

whee~!

2006-11-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

the sane.

ron, javier, [me behind], gab, jason, louis, kai, greg, seam.

poor kai.

the whole lot of us.

greg&javier already!

jason, the poster boy for bbq seafood!

sweet lovin!

all of us again. (:

and the insane!

SEAM the monster yawner.

good

better

ban-KAI!

more pics on my flickr photostream. which can be found nextdoor. its the 3rd stream.

fun day.
lunch at sentosa with godma, mum, aunty charlotte and aunty anna.
good food! =D
met jave at paragon for my present!
<33 it loads.
pysio appt. which wasnt much. standard.
went down to kais. DAMN DIAO PLEASE! i call people go there mahjong, in the end didnt get to play. dots la. there were 10 of us there. kai, jason, louis, jave, seam, ron, gab, grace. and ME of course.
went to gab's. sheryl and allison(?) came.
went jave's place. cut cake for yuhan! gave her a surprise. (: [pictures later cause i durn have them yet.]
then go chomp chomp for dinner. had stingray and satay and stuff.
good food again! =D
SAW NAT!!! =DDD
then got home at 10.55. lols.

job training tmr. val and fernie's going too! whee~!

JOB!

2006-11-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

anyone interested in working this holidays?
$6/hr at vivocity.
shop's Usante.
a combination of osim, bodyshop and GNC.
if interested, please drop me a tag or sms, if you have my number.
ASAP!
thx. (:

2006-11-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

SURGE @ MOS!

tickets available here.
leave a comment if you're interested.
leave ur contact details too. like email or whatever. (:

support sandra! haha.

you give me that.

2006-11-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

the events of the past two days have sent my emotions into a swirling black turmoil pool. more like, actually, the events of yesterday.
all started on sunday night, when person A informed me about something person B said. so i messaged person B. then it was kind of settled.
monday passed with no stunning moves. went to school for pw, then kx's house. where we cooked lunch and played mahjong. chef's were johnson, kaixiang and i. mj-ers were alvin, val, zh, sharon, barney, yl. had fun. (:
tuesday. met persons C and D. and learnt stuff from them. and later, learnt more stuff from E. turns out B wasnt who i thought he was. B even announced on server. thats super messed up.
really really damn fucking disappointed, upset, and i have no idea whatelse. feel kind of cheated. it was kind of a ice cold bucket of water splashed onto me. i want to hate him, but i cant. kind of screwy. cheer for me. feel damn down. )':

pw was really messed up, so dont ask.
did see someone though. (:
my j1 favourite eyecandy.

possiblity or coicidence?

yamient yomanxz. britanient yomanxz.
thats what i named my sims characters. HAHA.
gna dl nfs soon.

anyway. i need cash. any ideas?

went to mount elizabeth today after pw. visited benita. poor girl. suay got apendicitis. her sch's weird la. woodlands then send to orchard hospital. lol.
went to repair my phone after visiting her. i miss my phone alrd! ): ahaha. but nvm. using my 6220.

bye.

hmm?

2006-11-05T19:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday was pretty fun. though i didnt really do or accomplish much.

met jo at bugis. walked around abit. went to recee the playbyear music scool. seems quite cool. the guy gave me a small demo too. really interested.
its $420 for 12lessons. ANY SPONSORS?! i asked my piano teacher about it, and she says that i should go for it too. but have no idea how to approach my parents for it. hai. stupid money issues.

headed down to town for abit. stoned here and there. ate at crystal jade la mien xiao long bao! their mango pudding is the bomb. the xlb was okok only.
walked from taka to ps. stopped at the singapore tourist thingy [next to heeren, some information centre] for jo to pick up some stuff. its pretty cool. got maps of specific places. features joochiat too! lol.

went down to ps. saw nat! and tiffy! =DD they were doing cip there. met jave, gab, ron, greg and dom there too. followed them to arcade awhile. jo is convinced that ron and dom look alike. i think she's blind. lol.
then met shane! and jo left 1min after we met him. -.-" went to say hi again to nat. but she couldnt join us for dinner. went meridian food court to eat. had a nice talk with shane. ahaha. i like talking to shane. cause he's funny and smart. (:

headed home. kena kaobei by my parents again. this whole week kena arrow like siao. RAWR!

today wasnt much. standard piano and church.
pw in school tomorrow.
im tired. byebye.

chinese tomorrow

2006-11-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

have i mentioned? im broke. spent like $300 last week and this week. whee~! good game liao. dont ask me out this hols. >.<

new blog name.
new plain layout.
might change later. but this sticks for now.

so?

2006-11-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

many thoughts, these past few days. lets pen them down.

for one, its november first today, but i havent updated my birthday list since september.

its ele's birthday today. happy 18th ms pretty!

its a bad time. the usual backache, headache. just leads to me being one easily tempered person. rahh. and moody too. feeling really upset all of a sudden for no particular reason.

anyway, my mum and i are talking again, so it aint that bad, i guess?

yesterday was fun, sort of anyway. didnt see someone cause someone was being a slacker. zZz. but OP dryrun number two wasnt too bad. didnt do as well as day1, but the teacher thought i was good. so that aint too bad. plus now my slides have been reduced by three, so i'll have more time to explain and develop my points properly. now just to get the screenshots done nicely.

went to town with shamir, jeremy, ignatius, weiloong and buns(?). first time in town with sham! quite interesting. weiloong left to meet his class, and buns headed back to school. so we walked around.

they played the xbox at tangs. then went to wisma's topshop, where the guys were very 'lang bei' [quoting michele]. finally got my birthday present from jeremy and shammy! teehee.

cine to walk around and wait for my sis. watched the 2.05pm DOA show. turned out to be quite a waste of money. cause it was really stupid. like charlie's angels, just stupider. but the girls were like, hot stuff cant bluff. esp 'christie'. lol.

went walking around with meimei. she bought this eyepatch thingy in preparation for her halloween bbq. i bought a purple top from mango. =D wisma again. my friend finished work, so came to meet me for an early dinner. jess left soon after.

from the connector between wisma and taka, we walked towards macs, went down the escalator, then back towards the connector cause he wanted to eat mos. reached there, remembered he wanted to draw money, so went back to taka there find atm. had one big argument about walking rounds. gosh.

wasnt too hungry, so he ate while i stoned. he idiot go thailand never buy anything for me. -_-" haha. went to citylink mall after that cause i wanted to use my mph voucher. almost bought the book SQ21 [go check it out. its a yellow coloured tome.] but then decided not to. bought persuasion, all american girl: ready or not, and marie antionette. totalled $44++. haha. kind of broke now.

came home. then later on some insurance guy came over. talked to my dad. had some life insurance plan for me. about 2k a year for the next durnoe how many years. ohwells. life insurance is expensive.

today was kind of fun too. had CIP at tp hdb hub. pretty easy stuff. slacked around too. and had free food to eat. went to crystal jade with them [ms giam, ele, perry, amos, dom, alvan, xt, mich] to celebrate ele's birthday! but i left early. headed down to church. ended up 10mins late. rahhh.

ohwells. super tired now. gonna sleep early, then staying home tmr to MUG CHINESE.

chinese is disturbing.

btw, good luck to all those taking GP a's tmr! <33

whee~!

2006-10-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

shamir the elephant!

ron playing with jason's rabbits.

hmm. so what have i done this past weekend?
friday night went kais. but then ah. no lucky charm. so no win no lose.
oh yea! i went to cut hair and met jo in the afternoon. [friday] freakin pissed at the guy cause he screwed up my fringe. next time i go cut, i'll go down to yishun cause fiona transfered to the northpoint branch.
saturday afternoon met my lovely darling bf again. damn diao la. i woke up at 11am. my dental was at 1040, and was spos to meet jo at 11. she called me at 11am asking where i am. so choinged cab down to meet her. stoned around for awhile. actually needed to leave by 3pm. then in the end didnt. so went to watch death note. its a good show! zaoed home after the movie.
then at night gab and jason kept kajiaoing me, so went to mj again. then got two lucky charms there!
when i went, they were playing min 2tai max 10tai. but 1tai is 1c2c. so everyone anyhow make bigbig and hu.
then one round, my cards were like fuck. then counted seven 13yao cards. so ok, try my luck. next card i drew was another 13yao card. drew almost the remaining 6 in a row. ting pai!
then, the one who 13yao 2 or 3months back dropped yi tong. me = HU!

wah. was pretty scary lei. where got so lucky draw until so nice and just after i ting pai he drop. zomg la. haha.

sunday was pretty boring. woke up at 3, had piano, went for mass. then come home choinged pw.

today was boring also. morning go school for op dry run. really cannot stand kelvin lim. he's damn bastard seh. but he graded me pretty good. 5 4 4. thats 13/18. hope i do better tmr. later gotta go study my slides and CHINESE!
went down to val's house after school to mj. zomg laaa. she stay damn damn damn far from me. quite a few of us went. me sharon alvin zh ashley. my seat was super unlucky la. the last round alvin damn nice agree to change seat with me then i won 4tai. haha. only played about 3feng's worth. ashley played the other 3 because i was damn sian.
then shared cab w/ alvin and zh. got into the cab at 18:21, took to bishan to drop zh and alvin off. then from there to katong. reached home at 19:16, thats like, one hour in the cab. damn wrong la! like at one point sit at traffic light the meter jumped one buck.
total KM run: 24.5

gosh. its been a shocking few days.
im tired.

and i think im going to be moving blogs soon.

2006-10-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

its time to move to a new blog.

its been a long time comming

2006-10-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

woah. one week since ive blogged.
sorry for the delay. been having a bust week.
lets see.
monday. nothing much. night went kais.
tuesday morning go neighbour's celebrate hari raya. good food!
afternn go kais. all had dinner tgt.
weds met them again. went vivo! damn nice. had ben and jerrys. watched the prestige. which is a really good movie. reuqires some thinking. haha. want to go back vivo to shop seh.
today went kx's to mj w/ val sharon zh alvin yangyang johnson chongwee yvon yl. ok, some of them played pingpong instead. i lost about $4 plus.
super tired.

ok. more details now.
met gab in town on weds. we were supposed to watch movie in town, but some geniuses [ie, KAI AND JAVE] decided to go vivo instead. talked to gab about various issuses, and we both came to the conclusion that we're really sad cases. how nice eh.
vivo was really nice. but like its not as big as they claim it is. pretty confusing place too. but the open air spaces were nice. we spent like 3hours walking around. watched a late evening movie. which ended pretty late too. got home late also.

tuesday was retarded cause we originally were supposed to go watch movie. which we didnt thats why weds went instead. went down to kai's to play mj instead. two rounds. ended around 7.30pm. waited 40mins for louis while he played ff12. tried to kill the boss, then in the end the boss escaped, so we spent so long watching for nothing. -_-
ate dinner at a coffeeshop near kai's. food wasnt too bad. albiet abit expensive [considering the fact that im rather broke la]. got home late also.

yawn. tired. byebye.
picture of shamir the elephant tomorrow or so! watch this space!

good day. =)

2006-10-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

today was a relatively good day. (:
cept for the fact that i had school. -_-
was so super tired. and that gay form teacher of mine kept kaobeiing me about the smallest details. enough to piss one off badly. like really.
first two periods were a waste of time. econs was bloody stupid. stoned my way through. break ate the same thing again. everyday this week. haha.
next jui shi GP. everyone also sleeping, but she come and kaobei ME. zZz. so what if i have insomia? IM NOT GONNA SEE A DOCTOR ABOUT IT so just fuck off. i hate taking medication.
ended at 1. but had to wait till 2 for the project nemo briefing. seems damn interesting. gonna be fun stuff man!! whee~! ended at around 2.30pm. headed down to kai's after.
haha. kai was stunned when i showed up. zZz that ron never tell him. haha. anyw. played with jason's rabbits! they're damn cute please! the white one is super shy. but the black and brown one very lively. it had different reactions to me and ron. lol.
then suddenly jason suggested playing no money mahjong. then i was like ok anything. so open table. then kai was like, no money no fun! told jason he must pay tuition fee. luck at first quite good. won mantai twice, i think. louis showed up during dong feng.
jason was losing like siao, then louis took over. then i started losing. -_-" in the end lost like $2? but jason/louis lost close to $20 i think. HAHA! watched bleach100. wooots. soifon is damn cool luh. exciting stuff!
headed home. super tired now.
tomorrow still have that retreat to go for. durnoe what im gna do after school till then. dont feel like going home cause its super far. and will make me waste lots of time. hmm.
quite sian la. ohwells.
going to sleep early tonight, i think. tired like durnoe what. cause i was up till 2 last night watching soul plane. which is a damn stupid movie. haha.

kk. tired. back on sunday. cya. =D

2006-10-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

thanks shane for the motivation.
ele is scandalous.
seong hoon is scandalous.
geog is fucking scary.

RETAIN THERAPY:
it means the therapy you'll need when you find out you cant promote and have to retain.

):

wish me luck please. i really really really really dont want to retain or go poly.

cjc open house!

2006-10-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

today was mainly good. =)

CJC open house.
went to school at 8am. but we didn start practice until 9. then after half an hour, we headed to the audi to put our stuff down and set up the booth.
performance at 11am. not too many people. think we didnt do too badly. then hung around. walked here and there. watched john and bose perform. watched dance perform. then alvan and his band.

rushed down to the pac again. then sat around at the seats stoning. tappy came! lol. ron greg meng gerard javier came down also. 2nd performace was ok also. oh yea. triston was nice and helpful too. lol.
got flowers from huiren and ele! thanks dears.
hung around the audi with the rest. seonghoon, brandon, cheepng and sean was there playing around. haha. and shamir was slacking. my classmates. -shakes head.
went down to taka. ate ice cream. then zaoed. i was halfasleep on the bus. reply message was typing rubbish. must have looked damn funny to the rest of the people on the bus. >.< then know what? i missed my stop! -.-" then my walk became damn far. so got lazy and flagged a cab. wasnt even 1km. HAHA.
was a good day overall la.
<33 gymmers!

TAGBOARD REPLIES! since i cant tag my own board like wtf. connection probs. -.-
jess -.- ya la bad grades la. but im a good girl ok!
mg i want my present ASAP kthx. yours can get later.
nat hey nat. i dun have thumbdrive lei. just send me?
claire yeap. pw sucks balls.
shane thanks shane. =)))
deb eh dont ps me please! we say we'll do alrd then now dont do like abit not so nice la. we just do ok. tmr meeting also you dont ps can. hahaha.

and if you're wondering, my grades were really bad. so dont ask.

fun but long day. zomg.

2006-10-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

i had fun today! even if the first half was spent alone.

lets seee.
woke up at 9. wanted to go back to sleep. but then remembered i got stuff to do. stoned for a bit. then went to shower change and all. went downstairs. no breakfast. my mum look at me, then tell me to go change. -.-" then when i went to change, halfway my sis shout my mum leaving already better hurry up if i want to get a ride. zZz

headed down to the polyclinic to certify fitness. waited like 30mins. some really nice and friendly person called me to pei me while i was waiting. =)) thanks mr policeman! HAHA. went in, THEN THEY COME AND TELL ME THEY DUN DO THIS SORT OF STUFF! wtf? farking waste my time.

so went down to my usual GP. cost me $18. RAWR! shall go claim from my mum. haha. then took bus down to RJC. had a donut while waiting for the 2nd bus. reached rj around 1? called shane after i walked into the school. he could see me, but me so blur, took like a few mins to spot him. -.-

so got a goodie bag! then walked around the school abit. their library is IMBA pls! its 3stories high. wod do fark la. sianz. then anyway. went to the LT to enjoy aircon. their lt's are imba also. its like cjc pac just smaller capcity and hard seats. like sian diao la. they even got sound room and elavated stage. damn nice.

walked out. found deb. said hi! haha. got a clip thingy from touch rug. she's in two cca's! crazy girl. no wonder she so stressed. saw sheng wei. and auggy!

then shane found elijah. who's cl's friend. asked him to help entertain me. lol! he's really friendly. and met joette's brother, jordan. quite funny, i dont know joette personally. haha. stoned around. watched some performances. cool stuff.

left at around 3. called jo, turned out she'd be late. -.- how sian. reached dhoby ghaut. so went to walk around first. she came. then walked around ps. i got bored. so go the sushi place there to eat.

was more bored after eating. so, went to play arcade! haha. the stacker game thing. i missed by a little bit la. =( ohwells. next time i got money then go try again. its like really exciting la! i saw chong wee's pic on the thingy! haha. he won durnoe what. pro la he.

met up with lk and seam. then gab at tp. then ron at bishan. they ate at yoshi. i wasnt too hungry. jo kept bugging me to eat. waited ages for jave. while waiting, seam started telling some retarded story about them playing mahjong. damn funny. laugh until my cheekbones hurt. lol. 'i dont want to friend you already!'

jave came. went subway to watch him eat. left at around 8.30 cause jo needed to be home by 9. took bus home. almost missed my stop cause i was stoning. like i pressed the bell, then when the bus stopped i didn realise for awhile. so i was like !!! then ran out of the bus. how malu pls!

come home, turns out NO ONES HOME! like how sian pls. only my maid and grandma home. sister and parents at prayer group. other sis at concert. bro at movie. other bro i durnoe dun care.

how sian. now im feeling hungry. so either my mum will bring food back for me or she calls me then we can go out and have supper. lol. food pls kthx.

people to thank today!
shane! elijah! ron! jo!

kbyeeee.

exams?

2006-10-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

what exams?
sandra = good game.

whee~!

dont feel like blogging much.
maybe tomorrow.
just saying hi! and that im still alive.

nat! send me the pics please. haha.

outing tmr. =D

another?

2006-10-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

you say.
i say.
we say.

really pretty fustrated. try studying for an exam with notes that give you the heading, two diagrams, and NO explanation. bloody useless. im this close to pulling out my hair.

tomorrow. there's the gym thing. im pretty reluctant to stay back. =X its messing up my schedule. speaking of which, im screwing up my own body system. i had a FIVE hour nap in the afternoon yesterday. and i slept 3.5 hours in the night. my day has become night, night become day.

its hard to put whatever im feeling into words. and i really cannot stand ZMCMW. know who he is? if not for someone, i'd prolly have hunted him down already. he'll be six feet under. and 700+ smses? who would believe you. give a smaller number next time. -__-;;

really fustrated + irritated + annoyed + pissed + tired + bored + going crazy. everything just isnt adding up properly. like 1 + 1 is giving me 3. like some physics theory someone tried to explain to me before.

i was reading this website about playing by ear. and they said that players read notes, while musicians read chords. they made alot of assumptions in that article, which was pretty irritating. but that one point was pretty valid. its also what my teacher has been trying to teach me. reading chords. ive been finding it quite difficult.

practice. my exam's in four months. ive been playing the same songs since MARCH. and im nowhere near perfection. considering that i hardly practice anymore. no more patience. cj has changed me. and i dont like it. not like last year, or sec three. my holidays were amazing. wake up in the morning and play for two hours. have lunch, stone abit. go back to the piano and play for another 3 to 4 hours. those were the days when it was really fufilling.

probally need to start playing stuff for fun again. its not a matter of FINDING time, but more of MAKING time. if its important enough, then the focus will be there. exam's in four months time. roughly about 20 lessons more. memorise appregios, perfect scales, speed up, no mistakes. can i do it?

its not the time for self doubt anyway. i want to start teaching piano, too. like basic piano. even before grade one. anyone got students to reccomend to me? $120 per month, 40mins per lesson, once a week. its quite reasonable, i would say. just find me three students.

i should stop gambling. still in negative, thanks to my noobsterish mahjong skills. its prolly the bad luck from seam, but still. pretty lucky in football. but its a bad habit thats hard to kick.

show the world your truest color. paint me a nicer picture.

there's too much to study, and not enough time.
wish me luck.

*side note. really dont like it when my friends are upset. makes me feel sad too. ): cheer up please. >.<

two years

2006-09-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

two years

of smses and phonecalls
8ball and nine ball
movies and dates
cactus pushing and spikes
mcflurry and bussrides
chalets and whole night accompanment
to my favourite boy forever
im glad i met you
dont know what id do without this friend.
=D 300904 - many more years to come.

ok. if you dont know what that means, then please ignore it. if you know what it means, then dont comment, its not for you. =D

last night was retarded! seam is my bad luck!!!!!!!!! rahhh. then right. dom greggy gab keep laughing at me. -.-"
slept for three hours then woke up le. went town for dental. then met jason ron gab. stoned abit. then walked to far east. started raining. -.- went pac plaza. saw a nice mambo top. no size, damnit. but $50. if i win money tonight then i'll go back to take a look. haha. then gab and jason left.
walked down to cine. ate at suki sushi. buffet. im still full. =D thanks mr policeman. HAHA. thennn. walked down to dhoby ghaut watch him play arcade. how boring. =X see them all so zai. dots lo. play also will malu myself. BWOHAHAHAHAHA.
went home. conked out on my bed. yawn.

the best response to everything --> BWOHAHAHAHAHA.
learn it! teehee!

them bleach crazy people. its disturbing to see in the middle of the night someone start bwohahahaha-ing. lol.

2006-09-29T19:34:00.000+08:00

i dont get you.

so anyw! main exams are over. all that's left is H1 geog, mock chinese, Alvl pw and Alvl chinese. but that's still in about a month. can lax jax abit. =D

went out after the papers on wednesday. celebrate NAT'S BIRTHDAY! whee~! me tiff amc nat. went to NYDC for lunch. ate until was really full. then headed to cine to buy tics for 'john tucker must die'. went back to heeren to walk around. man, are they laggish. jo came to find us though! <33 and so did mon. saw nigel with her. gosh. he looks like some poly student la. haha. but they're so sweet tgt. lol.
movie wasnt too bad. stupid show, but quite funny. and there was a lesbian kiss. haha. quite cool. went t paragon to walk walk abit after that. headed home after.
thursday. um. went for dental appt. then met mark at ps. watched the banquet. i dont get the ending! like, who killed the empress?!? diao man. these chinese movies are getting from bad to worse. =( stood in the arcade awhile watching people play the sweet game. lol. quite exciting.

didnt do much today, except for stoning around. talked to gillian online though. which is good. she was late luh! but ohwells. drama drama drama. haha.
pretty bored. still feeling abit hungry. but dont feel like eating? yea. im pretty odd. sigh. tomorrow wont be getting my sushi buffet. =( then next weekend also cannot because got exam on mondy. two weeks postponement. SIGH!

where's my favourite sweet talker?

musings of a sad person [not me]

2006-09-26T04:19:00.000+08:00

i hope they have enough weed for me in paradise city {1st-7th oct i'll be in paradise city} says:
lol friendster's evil. really.
i hardly use it these days. lol
keeping the funnel full says:
lol
why evil
i hope they have enough weed for me in paradise city {1st-7th oct i'll be in paradise city} says:
at first it seems like some harmless thing
then after a while
you realise
you cant stop accessing it cuz of all ur friends on it too
then
b4 u know it
uve surfed it from dusk till dawn
keeping the funnel full says:
haha
norh la
i hope they have enough weed for me in paradise city {1st-7th oct i'll be in paradise city} says:
depriving u n many others of sleep
then
society crumbles
and the end is near
keeping the funnel full says:
only crazy people like you do stuff lidat
your end times theory is damn interesting la

this is what happens when two depressed people talk at 4am in the morning.

a lil something

2006-09-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

i wrote this today, at the request of michael. you might have seen the main body of it on i-w. but here's it all strung together.

You would call it fear. I call it the uncertainties of life.

"And, pray tell me, who is she?" she spat out, her dark orbs blazing with anger. You could almost feel the heat radiating off her, her anger comming in thick black waves. Her glare could have singed the hair off your face, she was one person you would not ever want to cross.

He, however, made the mistake. Now, her fury was turned onto him. She stood there, awaiting his response. To the onlookers, they would have expected him to be cowering in fear. Much to their surprise, but none to hers, he smirked at her.

"Just someone more important than you, babe."

And her heart broke inside, though her facade did not change. She hissed at him, her glare becomming more violent than you would have thought possible, "Bullshit." Turning her back on him, she strode off, as dignified as she could, through the masses of people in the thumping club.

Fast forward to three days later.

'Come back', she pleaded, silently in her heart. But all she could do, was to stand there and watch him walk away. The mild swagger in his gait, it took all she had to remain standing.

It was all imaginary. He did not mean to be cruel. Her icy exterior made him belive she was ok. Her calm facade led him to think they were on the same wavelength. Little did he know. How would he have known, anyway? He believed himself to be a nice guy. She believed it too.

She just wanted an excuse to make him the bad one. Anything to heal her broken heart. He walked off, leaving her standing there alone. As he rounded the corner, her legs gave way, and she crumpled in an unsightly heap on the floor.

No tears fell. She had cried enough of them. Her heart was numb to this feeling, already. There was only one other who had broken her heart so, but at this point of time, it did not matter. There was only one for her. And he had just walked himself out of her life.

And there, was one's greatest fear being played out like a great Chopin concerto.

Its time to take a break, today. Release, let go, and make a new friend. This day, this time, only happens once. Its time to get a life.

comments? please leave some in the comment box link. kthx. =)

EXAMS BOO! =(

2006-09-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

RAHHHHH
[gosh im starting to sound like jo.]

gp was really really tough.
econs was fkin retarded.
physics was a killer.

sandra = good game.

gabriel, where's that poly form of mine?

i miss jo. =(

i read rich dad poor dad last night. and now im very interested. and so happens, its something my cousin's doing. woots. cool shit. talking to her about it now. she's at my house. lol.

ok byebye. chinese tmr. gna fail. whee~!

current news

2006-09-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

In sunday's THE SUNDAY TIMES paper.

and exerpt from Singapore A-Z... once more, with feeling

IJ GIRLS

IJ is short for CHIJ, or Convent of the Holy Infant Jesus, a school founded in Victoria Street by Catholic nuns and priests. There are now 13 secondary and primary schools in the family.

'IJ girls' is a generalisation for girls who study in CHIJ schools and who like to hem their school uniforms real short, wear their belts real low on their hips, and are allegedly easy when it comes to the opposite sex.

But bad rep aside, they are also known for being smart, creative and well-spoken, at least going by how alumni include actresses Andrea De Cruz and Sharon Au, singer Tanya Chua, model Charmaine Harn and Campus Superstar finalist Teresa Tseng.

In yesterday's THE STRAITS TIMES paper.

Lifestyle article cast aspersions on IJ Girls

I AM the chairperson of the Infant Jesus Board of Management of 11 CHIJ Schools in Singapore and an old girl of one of these CHIJ Schools.
I refer to the article published on pages L4 - L6 of Lifestyle of The Sunday Times ('Alternative Singapore: The Encyclopedia'; Sept 17) where the authors indicated their desire to present 'overseas visitors' with an 'Insiders' Guide to help them get the most out of their stay'. They have therefore 'come up with (their) own counter-culture compendium of nuggets' which will 'initiate you to the local hybrid lingo'. I note that the article was written 'tongue-in-cheek'.

I am concerned and dismayed that the authors have elected to include in their 'compendium of nuggets' their definition of 'IJ Girls', together with other commonly used words within the local Singapore community.

My concern lies in two areas:

Was there a need to tarnish the image of thousands of students, past, present and future, including girls as young as six-plus years old in Primary One, with an image that they are 'allegedly easy when it comes to the opposite sex'?

Was there any need to associate your improper definition with an inappropriate caricature and a picture of IJ students in uniform, taken out of context?

There are currently about 16,000 pupils in our CHIJ Schools aged six to 16 years of age. The first CHIJ School was founded 152 years ago, which means that thousands of young women would have been educated in an IJ School. The wholly inappropriate description has swept through a large swathe of innocent pupils and ex-pupils.

The recent coverage of Mrs Elizabeth Choy was very tasteful. Your readers may wish to know that Mrs Choy was an 'IJ Girl', having schooled at a CHIJ school from 1929-1933.

Other IJ Girls include Singapore's Ambassador to the United States, Prof Chan Heng Chee; Members of Parliament Mrs Cynthia Phua, Ms Ellen Lee, Dr Fatimah Lateef, Ms Sylvia Lim, Ms Jessica Tan; Executive Director (Unifem) Ms Noeleen Heyzer, IJ Sister Cecilia Chew, IJ Sister Daniel Ee, IJ Sister Christina Joy and IJ Sister Maria Lau, just to name a few. I wonder if these women would appreciate being described as 'allegedly easy on the opposite sex'?

The authorship and publication of such an article cannot, by any measure, be accepted as a 'tongue-in-cheek' article. It was an ill-conceived idea and done in bad taste. It has caused much distress, pain and embarrassment to women, of all ages, that hail from our CHIJ Schools. We do not condone your publication and take strong objection to the aspersions cast upon IJ Girls.

Donne Marie Aeria
Chairperson
Infant Jesus
Board of Management
CHIJ Schools

In today's TODAY paper.

Don't label our girls 'easy', say angry convent schools

Sunday Times article tarnished our image: CHIJ chairperson

Ansley Ng
ansley@newstoday.com.sg

ELEVEN convent schools in Singapore have threatened legal action against Singapore Press Holdings (SPH) for an article that allegedly defamed convent schoolgirls.

Today has learnt that a lawyer's letter has been sent to the media company on Monday, demanding an apology and costs and damages to be paid for a "defamatory" article that was published in last week's Sunday Times, which described convent girls as being "easy" with members of the opposite sex.

Three days ago, The Sunday Times, the weekend edition of The Straits Times, published a story titled "Singapore A-Z … once more, with feeling", a "tongue in cheek" look at Singapore icons and subjects which coincided with the recently-launched Singapore — the Encyclopaedia.

Under the alphabet "I", the newspaper ran a short description of "IJ girls", term for girls who study in CHIJ (Convent of the Holy Infant Jesus) Catholic mission schools.

"'IJ girls' is a generalisation for girls who study in CHIJ schools and who like to hem their school uniforms real short, wear their belts real low on their hips, and are allegedly easy when it comes to the opposite sex," a paragraph read.

A cartoon above the paragraph also showed a girl in blue lighting up a cigarette.

"Singaporeans perusing our pages should note that this is done in tongue-in-cheek," one part of the article read.

According to sources, a letter of demand was sent to SPH on Monday, asking for an apology to be published in this weekend's edition of The Sunday Times.

It also demanded that costs and damages to be paid to the Infant Jesus Board of Management, which manages the 11 schools.

The board comprises 14 members, including two nuns, eight former students and four men, who are linked to the schools.

The story upset many alumni and parents and the board members were believed to have received more than 50 phone calls and email messages of complaint between them.

Yesterday, The Straits Times letters pages published a letter written by Donne Marie Aeria — the board's chairperson — rebutting the story.

Ms Aeria called the article "an ill-conceived idea and done in bad taste".

"Was there a need to tarnish the image of thousands of students, past, present and future, including girls as young as six years old in Primary 1, with an image that they are 'allegedly easy when it comes to the opposite sex'?" Ms Aeria wrote.

"It has caused much distress, pain and embarrassment to ladies of all ages, that hail from our CHIJ schools."

There are currently about 16,000 girls studying in the 11 primary and secondary CHIJ schools.

SPH declined to comment when contacted.

Aljunied GRC MP Cynthia Phua, who studied in CHIJ Secondary School (Toa Payoh), called the generalisation "insensitive".

"Eleven schools are all wearing the same uniform. It's too much if you see one case and generalise," said Mrs Phua, whose daughter is studying at CHIJ Primary School (Toa Payoh).

"If (The Sunday Times) wants to stick to its comment, they should clarify who their sources are."

lesson: insult one ij girl, you get the wrath of her and her friends. insult all ij girls, you get a deflamation suit.

some GP stuff

2006-09-17T18:00:00.000+08:00

this you might find somewhat useful.
from a book by jessica williams. f0 facts that should change the world.

1 THE average Japanese woman can expect to live to 84; her counterpart in Botswana will die at 39.
2 BLACK men born in the US stand a one-in-three chance of going to jail. For white men the odds are one in 17.
3 ONE in five of the world’s population - 1.25 billion people - is undernourished.
4 NEARLY half of British 15-year-olds have tried illegal drugs and nearly a quarter are regular cigarette smokers.
5 CHILDREN living in poverty are three times more likely to suffer mental illness than children from wealthy families.
6 EIGHTY-ONE per cent of the world’s executions in 2002 took place in just three countries: China, Iran and the USA.
7 SUPERMARKETS in the UK know more about their customers than the government does. They use loyalty cards to determine your income and what your interests are.
8 EVERY cow in the EU is subsidised by £1.40 a day - three out of four Africans have less than that to live on.
9 SAME-SEX relationships are illegal in more than 70 countries. In nine - including Afghanistan, Iran and Saudi Arabia - the penalty is death.
10 EVERY hour, UK households throw away enough rubbish to fill the Royal Albert Hall.
11 THERE are 27 million slaves in the world.
12 A THIRD of the world’s population is at war. In 2002, 30 countries were fighting in 37 armed conflicts - a combined population of 2.29 billion people.
13 THE UK has the second-highest rate of teen pregnancies in the developed world, behind the US. There are 30.8 births for every 1,000 teenagers. Teenage mothers are twice as likely to live in poverty.
14 ONE in five people live on less than 50p a day.
15 THERE are 44 million child labourers in India, some working 16-hour days.
16 PEOPLE in industrialised countries eat between six and seven kilograms of food additives every year. A ham sandwich can contain up to 13 E-numbers.
17 GOLFER Tiger Woods is the world’s highest-paid sportsman, earning £44million a year, including £30,000 a day for wearing Nike caps - which Thai workers get £2.20 a day to make.
18 EVERY week an average 88 children are expelled from US schools for carrying a gun.
19 LANDMINES kill or maim one person every hour.
20 THERE are at least 300,000 prisoners of conscience, often held in appalling conditions, sometimes tortured, simply for peacefully expressing their own beliefs.
21 CARS kill two people every minute.
22 THE US owes the United Nations $1bn in unpaid dues. Yet it spends the same amount on its military programme every 23 hours.
23 TWENTY-SIX million people voted in the 2001 UK General Election. More than 32 million votes were cast in the first series of Pop Idol.
24 IN Kenya, bribery payments make up a third of the average household budget.
25 THE world’s trade in illegal drugs is estimated to be worth around £225bn - about the same as the world’s pharmaceutical industry.
26 TO fly a kiwi fruit from New Zealand to the UK means five times its weight in greenhouse gases being pumped into the atmosphere.
27 MORE than 150 countries are known to use torture.
28 AMERICANS spend £5.6bn on pornography every year - the same amount their government spends on foreign aid.
29 THE average urban Briton is caught on camera 300 times a day. With 10 per cent of the world’s 30 million CCTV cameras, we are the most watched nation in the world.
30 IN 2001, 13.2 million Americans and 2.5 million Britons had plastic surgery.
31 BRAZIL has more Avon ladies than members of its armed forces. Physical beauty is so highly prized that calling someone vain is a compliment.
32 EIGHTY-TWO per cent of the world’s smokers live in developing countries.
33 THE world’s oil reserves could be exhausted by 2040.
34 MORE than 70 per cent of the world’s population has never heard a dial tone. In Africa just one in 40 people has a phone.
35 A QUARTER of the world’s armed conflicts of recent years have involved a struggle for natural resources.
36 ALMOST 30 million Africans are HIV-positive. By 2050 the disease may have claimed as many as 280 million lives.
37 TEN languages die out every year.
38 MORE people die from suicide than in armed conflicts. In the past 45 years, suicide rates have grown by 60 per cent worldwide.
39 SEVEN million American women and one million American men suffer from an eating disorder.
40 THERE are 67,000 people employed in the lobbying industry in Washington DC - 125 for each member of Congress.
41 SINCE 1977, there have been 80,000 acts of violence or disruption at abortion clinics in North America.
42 THERE are 300,000 child soldiers fighting in conflicts around the world.
43 MORE people can identify the golden arches of McDonald’s than the Christian cross. The same goes for the Shell oil logo, the Mercedes badge and the Olympic rings.
44 A THIRD of the world’s obese people live in the developing world. Campaigners blame Western countries for dumping cheap, processed, fatty foods on poorer nations.
45 IN 2003 the US spent $379bn on its military. This was 22 times the combined military spending of the seven “rogue states” - Cuba, Iraq, Iran, Libya, North Korea, Sudan and Syria.
46 MORE than 12,000 women are killed in Russia every year as a result of domestic violence.
47 SIXTY-ONE per cent of British teenagers believe aliens have landed on Earth, while 39 per cent have any belief in Christianity.
48 TWO million girls and women are subjected to genital mutilation every year.
49 IN China, as a result of the preference for sons over daughters and the country’s one-child-per-family law, there are 44 million fewer women than men.
50 SOME 120,000 women and girls are trafficked into Western Europe every year. The UN estimates the trade is worth £4bn a year.

heart attack, girlfriend.
will you share your heart with me?
im still hoping, blindly.
do you, too, open the window on msn.
staring, but not saying a word,
for fear of no response?
btw, girlfriend is the title of the nsync song.

GP AQ

2006-09-16T16:22:00.000+08:00

how to write GP AQ accd to my kor.

"the general outline is.
1st paragraph keep it short, state the stands of the two writers then state your own stand and whether you agree with any or none or both of them.
after that, every paragraph state one point stated by one writer or two points by both writers if the points are similar. then state whether you agree with that point or not. then state why with evidence.
need to watch out though, cause sometimes AQ got more than one requirement. always remeber to answer all the parts."

yeps. thought i'd share. thanks kor.

on the other hand. those who have tanjulie as their teacher, check out her workbin on col@c. there are some mindmaps there that are pretty useful.

the math NJC term3 commontest solutions are the image links two entries down. check that out if you're stuck while attempting the paper.

remember to sleep early on sunday night! GP needs to be studied, no matter what you think! and DONT BE AN IDIOT and go late for the paper. HAHA.

see you in a week's time.

one mugging week

2006-09-15T01:29:00.000+08:00

its only the fourth day of school. and i feel burnt out already. though i havnt done much at all. this is so pathetic.

lessons from 8-1 everyday with an hour's break. thats four hours of lessons everyday. out of that four, im asleep two hours. only staying awake long enough for math in the morning. and by the time its physics, im fully energized due to the naps during econs and GP. woots~! haha. but i do study during break, so all's not wasted.

monday's break was interesting though. they bought a small cake. and whipped cream. which got very nicely mushed into my face and splattered onto my uniform. thanks very much shamir. next year you watch out. hahaha.

promo's are approaching. a mere three days. can you feel the impending doom? i can. how exciting. i know i'll pass GP. unless i somehow manage to totally screw up. TOUCH WOOD! i'll pass physics. MATH good game. ECONS good game.

see me in poly next year. i can imagine myself more in poly than preparing for my A levels. but then again, i'd rather do A's than waste extra years. sigh. im just going to have to mug/choing like siao now lo. :(

this year's birthday is pretty low-scale, compared to last years. in terms of presents recieved la. last year's birthday was the day before lit prelims. this year's didnt have any exams to haunt the celebrations. had dinner with my lovely group of friends. another dinner with my parents. and a tea/dinner at home with my god-family.

recieved chocolates from dom and greg. pretty flower's which are still fresh [thanks to the alkaline water. anyone interested? it can do wonders for your skin and contains anti-oxidants which are like vitamins. imagine, vitamins in your water. save so much on buying pills! all for $290 and lasts 6mths or so. waterniser. no joke.] were from ele. hongbao from grandma and godparent. and a drawing and card from tiffy. thats about it, i think. jo/nat/amc's present will come tmr! when i meet jo. my parents still havnt give me anything because i have no idea what to ask for. lol.

30th september is comming. its a major date in my calander. so's 21st october. special days and fond memories.

back to my books.
midnight oil, girlfriend.

NJC CT-T3 solutions.

2006-09-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

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this is post three hundred.

2006-09-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

whee! happy birthday to me!

teeheehee. SO CUTE RIGHT! thats me ok. =D

anyw. many thanks to the friends who msged me or wished me happy birthday in person.

<33 jo, jingda, amos, claire, fernie, ele, nig guan, joce, jorge, gerard, shawn, ann marie, brandon, terri, michael, dominic, john, jack, tiffy, deb, ben zheng, deyao, shane, natasha, nathanael, benedict, yvonne, jeremy, sheryl, sean, moses, alvan, perry, cheepng, seong hoon, shamir, 1T23!, david, weikan, dom, clara, weiloong, jared, marc, iggy, jasmine, jesmine, xiaoting, michele, huiren, lingyi, greg, gillian, daryl chew, corina, samuel, clarence, joel, melissa, malcolm,

and er. some more. THANKS ALL. :)

oreo cheesecake, here i come! whee!

stupid msn. >=(

~~im waiting, im waiting.~~
what a perfect let down.
should have known better.

FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD! whee!

2006-09-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

so, i went out for dinner last night. talk about good food man. had steak at shashlik, which is this very old restaurent in far east shopping centre. fatabulous stuff man. im feeling hungry just thinking about it. birthday treat for me and my brother from my parents. kind of expensive, slow service, but was pretty worth it. =D

deb's in the papers again. her family's gna be famous, i tell you.

Godma and all came over today. had quiche, quaypaiti(?) and meesiam. THEN HAD MY FAVOURITE HILTON OREO CHEESECAKE! whee! damn nice i tell you! =DD

arent you getting hungry? =P

teeheehee.
sham told me to bring an extra shirt tmr. oh no!
school = bleah.

BUT NEHMIND. tomorrow! =D

WOOTS!

2006-09-08T18:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY mr CLARENCE!
=D this is my favourite time of the year, besides CNY and christmas.
the time when clarence's birthday comes, and MINE APPROACHES! whee!

so went out for dinner last night with my lovelies! those in attendance include, DEREK, SHANE, JO, TIFF, DOM, ANN MARIE, NATHANAEL, FANGZI. and me, of course.
ate steamboat. ate alot of food. good stuff. but i know derek was still hungry. his stomach is like a bottomless pit. really good talking to derek last night! whee! and there were plenty of laughs and jokes. <33

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT!??!?!?!?! we didnt take photos. like wtf! ugh. how forgetful. :( wasted lo. sianxzxzxzxz.

school's starting soon. im pretty much ok for physics. memorise formulars and definitions. i know how to solve the questions le. then read through econs again. know them stupid graphs. ONLY MATH WILL KILL ME. omfg. :(

byebye, boring blog.

tee hee hee

2006-09-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

huh? no reply. =(

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY BRIDER!

brider is a combination of brian and brudder. lol.

oh yea. deb's in the papers!

studying with jo yesterday and today.
devil wears prada is nice. but the ending is odd.

anyone want to study tmr?

uh. damn sian because got no reply. SO, i'll stop here.

2006-09-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

teacher's day and more

2006-09-03T17:42:00.000+08:00

dom.

mr s** t**. =D [YES ELE. we shall be friendly people. teehee!]

me and the pretty senior ELE.

and this is of the whole group. minus ms lee because she left early.

go on to ELE's blog for more.

it was a fun night. =D

friday was spent lazing at home. didnt go for krunk. im at 80 for bleach now! but its getting boring, so im only watching like 4 or 5 epi's a day now. lol.

kai's ystd was fun. i first round lost 6.40 alrd. BUT IN THE END NO WIN NO LOSE. like -_- waste my time. ahaha. pretty good for a noob. =D

dad's home. and guess what he brought back for us from shanghai. COMBS. like omfg wth? haha.
mama's off to MAURITIUS. im jealous please. 84 already still can go holiday. why neh invite me. =(

lol. celebrating brian's birthday today. but cake's tomorrow. and our special dinner treat is sometime later on. im HUNGRY already. good food ahead. =D

2006-08-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

no words today.
just pictures for your enjoyment.
my misery will come later.
just wait.

seong hoon

chong wee

zhen hao

valerie

yvonne

cake

look ma. no hands!
this is my grandma's towel btw. HAHA.

my favourite person + me.

HAHA. have fun. i'll blog more tomorrow.
back to bleach.
epi 27 on day2.

2006-08-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

if you're 91736153,
get a life and fuck off.